11:24 PM
i'm sick. again.
it sucks to be sick you know.
like you are just so bloody lethargic and you cant do anything.
it sucks to be sick.
you cant even go out above it all.
it sucks to be sick.
i accidentally fell asleep on my bed at like 3pm just now and woke up at 6.
waste my time.
IT SUCKS. TO BE SICK.
so actually i was feeling horrible on friday and like i didnt wanna see a doctor so i go take lozenges. then i woke up today and it got worse and i had a sligt fever.
and guess what, i woke up so late i couldnt even go to the doctor who works only mornings on saturdays.
so, tomorrow lah!
and i hate taking lozenges. they numbify your mouth and the feeling is just damn gross.
and when you eat real food, it's just as good as eating more lozenges cos the food will taste horrible.
can you imagine, when you're down with a sore throat, you kind of in a way live off lozenges and have it for every meal cos your food will kind of taste like it??
EVERY meal.
like oh what's for lunch? lozenges soup.
what's for dinner? lozenges salad.
and something i dont get.
if lozenges is plural, then is one of it called, a LOZENGE?
loh-zenj.
HAHA. sounds so funny. here, have a LOZENGE. HAHAHHAHAHA.
ok annette shut up.
eh, but then no what mummy always goes 'eat your lozenges!'
and i'll eat one.
so if one is called lozenges,
THEN MORE THAN ONE IS CALLED LOZENGESES AH???
and i realise how being sick makes me really bad mooded.
cos i just get cooped up in my house and feel tired and gross and then endure the discomfort of the everything that makes being sick suck.
i think when God created english, he derived the word sick from suck cos he knew that being sick totally sucks. including the fact that you have to SUCK lozenges.
ah that's stupid. i think getting sick makes me stupid too.
it sucks to be sick.
oh my i hope i dont get like full blown fever tmr cos then my brain cells will start to die off in my brain.
which is a horrible time since exams are now.
ugh, i'm in a horrible mood and it's been a horrible day filled with horrible stuff and i'm living in such a horrible world with horrible people.
but ok just ignore this cos i'm in a horrible mood and i probably dont mean it.
i wish we all could win.
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Friday, September 21, 2007 11:54 PM
HAHA wait cannot i must write this down now.
zeh just told me that near her school, there's this tree that's filled with many many pigeons.
then at a certain time of day, the birds will all have a MASS SHITTING SESSION.
HAHAHAHAHAHHA!
so example the time is 3pm, you look at the tree, and it will be raining bird poop.
and if you stand under it, i guess you could infer.
and at 259 you look at the ground is damn clean, but at 301 you look, it will be plops of white pigeon shit all over the floor.
AHH that's damn funny can! mass shitting session!
ahahahhaaha.
*PLONK* X32
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ok here's a belated WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA to myself.
HAHA.
no wait got some more.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
have you ever been on a bus, ALONE, and then suddenly you think of or see something completely hilarious, but you cannot laugh??
simply because you cannot, simply because you are by yourself on a public transport, simply because there are other people around you????
that happens to me ALL the time can.
saw smth freaking funny from the bus on the road today!
i tell you ah!
i bet all those people in the bus who saw also want to laugh can!
see their faces can tell.
but for the same reasons as me, they also stifled their laughs.
why like that!
i wished we all never got embarrassed and had a culture where it was normal to talk to strangers. then me and all those people in the bus who saw, can just laugh together!
and then we would all suddenly be good friends and every once in a while have gatherings at the serangoon mrt sidewalk to laugh at random stupid people together.
BUT NOOO..
instead, we all live in a society where everything is embarrassing and if i laughed on that bus, everyone would give me a 'you are a dufus' face.
and plus if i laughed i would be totally breaking the endless silence in that bus.
i think the world needs a perspective makeover.
oh and yesterday, mrs serene ng died.
i quite stupid though when ouyang announced i was like 'who in the world is that?'
but i really really really pity her kids can.
BUT because i had no direct nor indirect connections with her, when we went back to class i just had this inability to feel grief, much less the pity i did a few minutes before during the announcement.
and plus the whole of 3p i think i everyone dunno her one, so the atmosphere in class was different. it wasnt sad at all. just silence and poker faces.
then.
hannah ravin and i started to like talk and laugh.
after a while i went toilet and i asked charlotte joey and pei, 'is it bad to laugh cos mrs ng died? like damn insensitive of me hannah and ravin?'
and they said no anw whole class dunno her.
then i thought actually, yah hor!
i feel bad for what!
i dont even have any contact with her, spoken to her in my life, and plus the people i'm laughing in front of are my never-talk-to-her-before counterparts!
i mean of course i wouldnt laugh in front of like, 3S.
so i thought about it. and realised.
if i wanna feel sad hor.
it would have to be someone i know personally who died.
like my ahgong or my favourite bolster.
not someone i dont even have any idea what she looks like.
maybe you would say, i very bad, maybe you would say, oh we're both from the same school, so i need to be more sensitive and feel sad.
OH, so everyone lives on the same earth, everyday confirm someone die so i must grieve and mourn everyday lah!
wahlao i sound so mean.
but seriously, i dont know her, so my life goes on.
agree? it doesnt matter whether she's from my school or living in my block or something, dont know means dont know fullstop.
like how if i'm eating in the canteen or eating in the toilet, i'm still eating there's no difference!
yesterday, an ant died in some remote corner of my house.
i didnt know it personally but it lives in the same house as me.
therefore i should go moan and grieve for it now.
so bye. annette is off to cry hysterically and build an ant tomb .
nono maybe about 23896469.
because that is the estimated number of ants that have died in my 9-year-old house.
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007 4:13 PM
LEG CRAMP.
omm cannot take it.
rather pain! how i got it?
we tried to squeeze 9 people into a 7 seater.
so the art people had to go zhonghua to check out the art gallery since we'll be exhibiting and we all took mdm nur's car.
so at the back instead of 2 people, 3 sit.
jedi and cheryl went in and chantal too tall cannot.
so i sat since i'm quite small.
then late on the middle seat 4 people and there was a problem cos mdm nur son's baby carseat was there.
then cheryl: 'i think annette's butt can fit in that carseat hahaha'
me: eh i sit before leh!
c: what like now this age or last time small?
me: last year.
anw no one else could fit in it.
i could actually but i was already taken! [by the backseat] whahah.
i was so popular i was wanted to be seated by all the seats.
and in the end mdm nur had to make the seat sit on eryu.
oh the dramatic irony.
and i am mad.
after changing my blogskin i so happy everyday come write.
i 3 days in a row alr leh. first time update so often.
well you might think nothing's wrong with that but I SAY
NO!
exams are in 2 days and it was obviously a bad time.
anw exams coming means exams ending.
you know.
techincally.
and the other day the fnn people were talking about celebrating after fnn then i 'but i art'
and hannah 'yah hor okok then we shall wait one day then we go out tgt after your art' i say
'MAD AH! hahaha. never mind!!'
then i say art no need study so i think i go find them after fnn lah.
though i think it'll still be weird cos i'll have that nehness still in me.
but it's alright i shall cater to the majority.
and i said hannah was too nice.
what if i agreed to that huh?!
if i were her and she, me, as tempting as i would like to say that[about waiting 1 day] i'll just 'er... then how ah??' and hope for her to 'aiyah never mind i go out after fnn'
whahahah ok no lah!
but like when you just finish your exams, that SECOND you finish, you just need to go out and NMHJINHSSKLFJKL:PIOTSEEEF!!!!!!!!! all the happiness
cannot suppress it until one more day one!
cannot!!
i mean, you know, it's like trying to control diarrhoea for 1 day you tell me can not.
cannot right!
in fact even diarrhoea you try to hold it in ah, after like 5 minutes it will confirm just flow out your ass uncontrollably.
and you will have diarrhoea stained pants.
wah lao imagine if one day you need to laosai in school but all the toilets are locked.
hannah! i dont wanna be your locked toilet and i dont want you to have diarrhoea stained panties!
[although a bush is always an option but let's not ruin the analogy.]
hahaha i have the wonderfullest friends.
haha yes including you tp always buy mini milk bread for me!
aiyah i have so much left to say.[*starts singing hey there delilah*]
today i was telling dionne about how i'm gonna go to charmaine's house one day to play with her pet chinchilla. i never see one before can!
OH qian i'm going your house one day to see your 4 dogs. remember.
ANYWAY.
then i: oh charmaine quite funny cos chinchilla need aircon forever but her house dont have so she everyday freeze one like pepsi bottle of water then put in the cage. the chinchilla will like go rub itself to it and all hug it and stuff. WHAHA.
dionne: but wet!
me: nvm one lah. oh like bathe lah.
dionne: everyday put bottle of water in freezer so troublesome, just put the chinchilla in the fridge lah!
me: hahahahahahahhaha.
okok i need to shut it and run away from the computer and probably eat some cheese and take a nap and hope that i dream of computer mutants attacking me and when i wake up i would have fully developed a phobia of computers and i'll never touch one ever again. eh they say if you eat cheese before you sleep, you'll dream you know! hahahaha.
annette meant bye.
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Monday, September 17, 2007 11:08 PM
OH i just realised there's no more choir!
next wednesday i dont need to drag my goldplated ass to a place that makes me claustrphobic and jump around restlessly.
i have no idea why i joined choir when i know i cant stand still.
i think cos i thought it would be slack and easy to get a lot points.
but whatever lah jc annette will NOT JOIN.
anyway i suddenly thought of my dinner's soup and i feel like puking.
and then i thought,
who the hell invented soup?
like not the damn nice soup kind like herbal soup need to boil 7 hours kind[i love!] or like western soup,
i mean the kind my mum makes for me every night.
put some chicken stock, veggie and salt and water together and there you go. SOUP.
nonono that's not soup that's rubbish and water.
my sister loves soup like that and i drink only 3 spoons every night so i came up with this brilliant idea which involved saving her money and not making crap soups for me every night. told mummy she said 'nono just drink!'
but i refuse! and she doesnt even care when i dont!
know what was on the lee family soup menu today?
it doesnt even have a name. but its black fungus and egg and salt and an unidentified piece of supposedly edible thing all floating around in water.
sometimes i just wanna 'mummy dinner is SO GROSS!' but i always suppress my rughhugness when she asks auntie to cook crap food cos you know what mums are like.
ONE harmless insult= your life is hell.
ohmy i am talking about soup.
that is so lame.
but that's okay because cheesy is the new cool. me and caroline were singing backstreet boys in class today. it's so boyband and last decade but
HAHA.
tell mee whyEEEE aint nuthin' but a [kaek voice here]heartache..
ok on saturday annette had a cold but she had to go out to go and buy drawing block for art so she thought she'd just go for the camp comm meeting.
then meetings normally start at 130 so i reached at 135 and and thought i was late.
BUT i was in actual fact, the first there.
didnt know why.
so i go open the room.
then i decided to call people to rush them to come cos i was pathetically alone. some people never pick up then when i got through kenneth mah
he: 'why you come so early the meeting is at 2'
me: WHAT no but it's always at 130!!
k: he sent us a msg. *laughs at me*
me: ok i didnt get the msg. bye i'm off to kill kaifeng.
oh well. hahaha i am so nice i didnt kill him in the end.
EVEN THOUGH he came late at 230.
which means i wasted about ONE FULL HOUR of my life on saturday.
oh well at least joseph came early 150 like that and i had company till everyone reached.
and i just realised joseph first time come early. not bad ah! hahaha
and annette hates exams.
and she is flustered over her chinese and even attempted to read more of a chinese dictionary.
but chinese is just so hard!
okok annette. rationalise.
you didnt do wangwang's chinese hw but that's okay.
you might have even lost the book but that's okay.
you might have to do the exercises all over again if wangwang forces you to if you buy a new one if you really lost it. BUT THAT'S OKAY.
who am i kidding.
i'm off to do some maths.
[YOU SEE even when i go off i decide to do maths though i just complained about chinese!]
i need to tell mummy not to cook asam minced meatballs all the time.
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Sunday, September 16, 2007 11:44 PM
ohhhh yeah.
i have changed my blogskin to calvin, the cutest boy in the universe.
i'm gonna marry an angmoh and give birth to a calvin duplicate when i grow up.
anw i had to change the skin cos if you see the previous post, i said i realised i didnt have archives!
so yah it was such a tragedy i rejected my appointment with the queen to do this.
ok no lah actually it's just that i finished studying some math and chinese and chem so i thought i'd relax just for a little bit.
i'm so excited over this skin can i was smiling at the screen happily to myself and almost laughed for no reason.
then i realised i was smiling and quickly made a poker face.
ok i shall maybe come back later in the night or another day to talk about my life i need to go now my sister is slapping me to make me get off the comp.
i'm off to report domestic sibling abuse.
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Saturday, September 08, 2007 11:19 PM
ok this bloody sucks lah.
it's been almost eternity since i last felt like so drained.
anw in the afternoon i just went for kite flying at the youth mentorship programme and wasted half my life there.
they're mad they are.
nono insane.
the event apparently started at 4pm and what time did they make us come?
ONE FREAKING PM.
what for?
oh nothing maybe they thought we'd be late and just said, "oh to play safe let's just ask those morons to come 3 hours earlier since they have tons of youth to waste whereas we old hags are gonna die soon so we shall just be a little sadistic due to our jealousy."
but guess what? you dont even have to be late for flying a damn kite lah! as in, you CANT!
we're doing something of leisure we dont need an appointment.
[oh btw the performers went early for rehearsal. we? nothing. plus you made us go for some other 7 hours some time before to paint our kites.]
so after flying it for about less than an hour, my attention span died.
i pity my attentiveness, it's span is so short it dies ALL THE TIME.
if it were a person, i'd be totally ripped off due to the funeral fees. [do you call it that? funeral fees? hahaha the alliteration is funny.]
OH!
but you know what's cool?
they used OUR kite for the 'come fly[the event's name]' flyer!
they gave it out and there was our pretty kite there.
and debbie said it was in the newspaper a few days ago.
like only ours. damn honoured.
mdm nur was so proud.
i realise how the littlest of things can make so bloody happy, and then the littlest of things too, can just crush my day like a packet of mamee.
but the little BAD things are much impactful than the little GOOD things.
like if one of each happens in a day, that's it who cares about the good thing i'm off to sulk.
[WARNING: if you dont want your day ruined by reading about my tragic life, then dont read the rest cos it's just useless lamentations worse than on top. not interesting one. haha ok i have a feeling you'll carry on reading anyway though.]
freak lah.
i hate holidays.
it's just the time when you reach home after school and having to do homework, only it's stretched to 7 days.
i'd rather school. i learn but i dont do homework. i like learning.
and school=recess.
and i people are getting on my nerves lately.
i dunno, like
people who are insensitive.
people who are boring.
people who are stupid.
people who are bigoted.
oh i suddenly saw the thing i said about mdm nur being proud.
then i thought of how my whole life, she and my primary school teacher mrs lau are the 2 teachers i've grown so close to.
i went back to pl last friday and me, joanne, rachael were like talking to mrs lau for so long.
she's damn funny!!
anw she was like "where're your p4 journals! i wanna keep in my museum!"
gahahaha.
then i went home to look for it and i couldnt find it.
i think i threw it away.
hate how i'm so impulsive.
ok i just realised how my last few paragraphs were just bad-mood-laments and not interesting.
i shall warn the world.
*scrolls up to write a warning*
haha. when i went off, mrs lau said, "bye!....DUDE!" [in an accent]
i stumbled in laughter.
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Thursday, September 06, 2007 9:54 PM
ok i'm supposed to be doing maths now but zeh refuses to teach me.
so i kinda have nothing to do.
i have that stressness in me cos of exams but knowing i still have tomorrow is making me feel better! =D
so anw. back to the point. about having kinda nothing to do.
i went to cheryl's blog and she did like many blogthing quizzes so i picked the first one to do just to see how rubbish these quiz making people can get.
| Your Personality is Very Rare (INFP) |
Your personality type is dreamy, romantic, elegant, and expressive.
Only about 5% of all people have your personality, including 6% of all women and 4% of all men
You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. |
I AM??
meh.. i dont think so.
i'm none of that.
and what does feeling as an adjective even mean??
wait i'll check.
adjective | 13. | readily affected by emotion; sympathetic: a feeling heart. |
| 14. | indicating or characterized by emotion: a feeling reply to the charge |
no. still not that.
[ok the following is no offence to people who do internet quizzes]
anw.
it's quite stupid how people can actually read all that stuff and believe it.
and like i dont know who i am i need some person who probably chapalang-ed some words together to equate to my personality.
and do those people know how many lives they're destroying??
people can like read it and go 'oh an internet quiz just said that i'm introverted so i shall be just that just because an internet quiz said so. internet quizzes don't lie.'
and maybe that guillible person isnt even the least bit introverted and he went to be that and probably sat at home to read books all day till he died and didnt even get married or travel the world or get a dog to play with.
all because of your crap quiz!
oh and on the page i saw stupid other quizzes like 'what christmas present are you?'
or something like that.
hahah stewbeead.
ok i just realised my blog doesnt show archives leh.
my slowest reaction yet.
i need to change it soon to a blogskin that does. =]
[i just realised the meaning of feeling as an adjective is the opposite of unfeeling. weird never thought of that. oh well i have my brain-stuck moments.]
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