i think we should all live like balloons cos they're always so happy.
i think even when balloons die, they die happy.
cos they know that while they lived, at least they'd held someone's hand before.
and they're usually gifts so it's nice to know you're a gift.
and it's nice to know you made someone smile. :P
and it's nice to know how much you fill someone's heart up with bubbles even though you're so cheap you're not diamonds or gold but you're rubber or aluminium with 99% air in fact.
and all the nice above stuff asideeee, balloons DONT NEED TO STUDYYYYYY. D;
ok i just spoilt it right but i'm just in a moment of i-dont-wanna study-anymoreee.
cos it's fun when you solve a maths qsn/can do a chem qsn.
but when you can't, OMGG IT'S LIKE YOU JUST GOT ON THE STUPID TRAIN THAT'S DRIVING YOU TO FAIL-LAND AND YOU CANT GET OUT:((((((
then art is like fun, but then halfway i will suddenly just think it's damn ugly.
then after a while it looks better and i will think it's nice, but after a while i will think it looks ugly again!!!
so i dunno what is real like why am i lying to myself but if i am being honest to myself then one of myself must be lying cos they keep contradicting. :(
then i cannot write for nuts cos writing is all luck for me.
ie lit/art/gp.
haha ok just nicely as i am writing this, shane and shane are telling me some really good stuff.
i write for you.
2:53 PM
i've sunday tuitions that are never on sundays. haahaah.
anyway i totally feel like sleeping now which is really bad i shouldnt i am supposed to shower then go draw some stuff.
A LOT. of stuff.
kkk gonna do it.
anyway yay cos loudfest was over yesterday it was really fun, and it was quite amazing dancing with a whole bunch of christians for the first time.
and like committing every practice, and the performance into His hands.
really nice.
and thanks to all the cool people who came down for 3 minutes to support us! HAHA B) love you all.
and now this one's for vivien.
for making me find my old pri3 diary.
here's some exerpts from certain entries. i try to pick the funny ones:
(in actual spelling/grammar.
and blanked out names so i will not embarrass anyone else other than me.
and i think it was quite formal cos i was taught how to write essay in primary school and i follow.
and i had a really big vocabulary for a primary 3 ok!! my teacher say one. heheheheh :P :P)
from 2/3/2001:
"Before music lesson, ___ and ____ said that I could join their 'Disney Girls' group. I was amazed because last time when I said I wanted to join their group they said there already too many people in their group. I was delighted too because I always wanted to join their club and it really came true."
- damn funny pls. when we are small our dreams come true when we join disney girls club. later on me and my friends created very cool happening and exclusive powerpuff girls/x-men/huanzhugege clubs too.
from 4/3/2001:
"I woke up early to do my abacus homework because I had not done it yet. When Mummy told Lynn and I to hang the clothes, we went the balcony but all of a sudden I felt..... NATURE'S CALL! I quickly ran to the bathroom and Phew.
After that, I went to the studyroom and told Daddy something. Then, when i went to the balcony, Lynn argued with me and said this and that.
(Lynn - my big sister)"
- I BET YOU DIDNT KNOW WHAT NATURES CALL WAS WHEN YOU WERE NINE. hahahha oh my goodness i dunno why i was journalling about shitting but i think i just learnt that word then i like needed to use it. to show off that i know cheem idioms.
from 7/3/2001:
"Then, it was Maths Lesson. Mrs De Silva did something funny again. I burst into laughter till my saliva nearly dripped."
- OMGOGM I AM HILARIOUS HSHAHAHAHAHHAHA.
from 9/3/2001:
"Today at school, Er... Er.. Oh! Ya! It was the last day of school. I mean school holidays. For one week. Al of us had to sit under the hot sun. My perspire dripped until it touched my uniform. I drank lots of water until i was bloted up. I burped several times."
- I TALK ABOUT SHITTING/BURPING WHY AM I SO DISGUSTING
from 11/3/2001:
"I went to church today. _____ was there too. He was being unreasonable. you won't be able to understand even if I explain it."
- hahahahha this is only funny cos i know who that is.
from 13/3/2001
"Today i went downstairs to buy something like a lollipop but it doesnt matter because it still tasted delicious.
(...skipskip...)
Today, Lynn and I went my cousin's house. No. Sorry. My cousin came to our house."
- HAHAHAHHAHA i am so stupid.
ok i think that's enough laughing to myself for the day gna do art now BYE.
ps i think i still cannot beat vivien's pri 6 diary.
owns the whole world.
and i'll make us our own BP journal any day even if everyone leaves you out k vivi!! ;P ;P HHAHAHAH
nette posted it up.
Friday, July 02, 2010 10:22 PM
actually rightttttttttttt.i also dunno why i am acting like A levels is over or smth.
ahha this is bad. MATH FOR THE NEXT 3 DAYS HARDCOREEE (Y)
but still, it was quite shiok being on my guitar since i got back. except dinner.
anw right, i was boiling water in the kitchen just now then i walked past the toaster and it stunk like hell so i looked in,
........and i SAW A SLICE OF PIZZA INSIDE!!!!!
my mum put there like abt 5 days ago i think? and forgot! D;
anw i ran and asked my awesome fearless dad to clear it. :P hHAHHAHA
i think it became alive in there, lucky it's a super old toaster and the window in front is tinted so i didnt see it in like its full rotting clarity.
i dunno if i told you before about how my mum grilled chicken in the oven before, like it's not the toaster it's different.
then she left the bits of chicken at the bottom and after one week cos we didnt use the oven it stunk like hell and i looked inside (the window for this one is transparent) and i saw like grey rotting stuff,
and then i stared closer AND IT WAS MOVINGGGGG HAHAHAHAHHAAH OMG YUCKS RIGHT!!!!!
but yeah i screamed and then my parents went to clear it.
maggots by the way.
grossest thing ever.
i am not scared of like gross non-living things eg hair and dirt i will clean.
but omg if it's alive, cannot.
but actually technically it was dead, like the living maggots were only there because of the decay of the dead thing so yeah this is quite disputable actually.
grey area (literally).
and like it's secretly quite deep,
how it's "alive and dead at the same time".
anw i was happy when i got home so i was playing deciphering me.
(link = it's a happy song. and i like. and brooke fraser is the best.)
then since i was very free (not anymore omg from tmr onwards it's in-a-cave-with-maths) i sat and decided to think, over dinner, about stuff i dunno about myself.
and i figured out some pretty cool stuff i was previously oblivious to. not a lot cos i think i know myself quite well. Or do i. >: )
1) i dont like people talking to me about me.
maybe cos i am interested in people but i think if you start a conversation with me and all you ask me is about me, i will not be very flattered but i will think you are a very boring person.
like, why you got no stories to tell me?!????? D;
i like stories!!
like ask me 2 qsns enough then TELL me something! :)
2) i am proud of being a DCO. opposite of ocd.
credits to valerie loh for coming up with the word.
haha but cos i thought i am just naturally messy, but i am thinking about it, and i think i actually LIKE it. i like my messy table.
eh yknow my sis take psych then she says that people with contrasting mental illnesses generally marry each other.
i should just marry some ocd kid and it's like marying a maid my life settled.
3) i dunno i think there's something wrong with me.
but it's ok lah i guess, cos jesus loves me anyway.
and so do a whole bunch of people who have something wrong with them too HAHAHHAAHHA ok just kidding i love you all but you know as they say, birds of a feather... :P
anyway PECAE OUT YOZ.
im off to elope with maths for 3 days.
and i'm not coming back here till exams end.
goodbye beautiful people eat your vitamins and stay beautiful and dont do qsns on the day of your paper cos it makes you scared for nothing!!
and makes you feel stupid for nothing!
but you are not ok BYE.
nette posted it up.
