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Saturday, October 31, 2009 6:37 PM

fake flowers last forever.

real ones die.


so why do you all keep buying the real ones?

you're all idiots!!


just buy the fake ones.

a fake flower is better, right? 

i mean, because when they're making it, 


they can do whatever they want with it.

they can make every petal a different colour.

they can make a rainbow rose.

they can even have heart-shapes on the petals.

or polka dots.


they can make it flawless.

maybe a real flower might have one droopy petal.

one that's a little torn, one that's a little smaller than the other petals.

or maybe all the petals are of different sizes.

but you see, when they're making a fake one, they can make the flower perfectly symmetrical.


and yeah then when they're done with all that, 

they add on the plastic dew.

honestly i dont know what they use to make it.

maybe it's like some melted plastic glue thing.

but then again i dont know, really.


and honestly i dont know why they want to even have dew on a fake flower anyway.

maybe it's to hide that they're fake, to try their best to make it appear real. 

but why? that's so insecure.

but then again i dont know, really.


but either way, they're done with their flower.

they give it to you.
 
they tell you it's pretty 

they tell you it's lovely.

they tell you it will never fade, so neither will its beauty.


but they dont tell you many things.


they dont tell you that it doesnt have the sweet smell of a real flower, or the smooth soft texture of real petals no synthetic cloth can imitate.

they dont tell you it was made in a factory with hundred others all at once. they dont tell you it's not special. that there are a million ones exactly like it.

they dont tell you that that one flower didnt work for its beauty, like how a real one fights to 
grow up and bloom.

they dont tell you that when it's not actual water droplets on the petals, the flower doesnt know what it's like to wake up in the morning.

they dont tell you that because it lasts forever, you wont cherish its existence like how you would for a real one.

they dont tell you that it lasts forever not because it lives eternally, but because it's eternally dead

they dont tell you many things.

i dont like fake flowers. i dont, i really dont. 
:'(


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Thursday, October 29, 2009 11:02 PM

no no you cant have both,
you gotta choose ONEE.


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cant believe i missed out on chinese = life on the previous post. 
so yah im just gonne be chinese + op till nov 2 and nov 11, respectively.

hehe laoshi crashed us the 10 passages during chinese today.
strangely it was quite useful, but i'm gna study all properly now i'm serious.
maybe i will actually aim for an A.
oh well see how i study over the weekend, if i feel smart enough i will set higher goals.

haha and. 
the everyone-eat-macs plan failedddddddd.
hhahaahahahaa. cos kelvin sold me out.
cos it was his girlfriend's birthday.
then he ended damn early.

never minddd hahahah i had macs dinner with jem.
it was really fun so yay. :D

i still didnt get sentosa cove, i very sad.

i keep sneezing today i dunno why :(

i wonder what i would do with $50 000 cash. o.O
oh i was telling jem how we can fake people.
we can open the sticker and "OMG SENTOSA CO-"
until everyone staring at me then like JUST KIDDING!

i was saying we could pretend we really did get it, and try and hide when people saw,
but then no cannot bad idea we would be robbed on our way out, confirm.

anyway i am here cos i came home and i was gonna shower but papa beat me to it.
he came back like 5 seconds before me, so he said he was gonna go first.

but anyway, he is done already.
so fast right he is crazy.
i think i shower very long.
ok quite.
but that was 2 minutes seriously my dad secretly didnt shower i bet.

but then again he has no hair.

i just realised something today.

you know how like if you want something really badly, 
as in something that's not God-focussed, 
then you try super hard to chase after it, 
you usually fail like mad?
like the harder you try, the more you wont get it?

but when you decide to place your focus on Him, 
and you chase nothing but Him, 
like tell Him you dont want that whatever thing you kinda want but give it up to make Him your only desire,

He kinda just slowly, but eventually gives that thing you wanted to you, and you didnt even have to do anything to try and get it.

cool stuff right, but then i realised also that someone beat me to this realisation already and it's found in luke 12:31. HAHA.
but i tell you it workssss. hehe ok shower. :)


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Tuesday, October 27, 2009 9:44 PM

today we handed in wrrrr.
finally.
im so thankful for gajen as group leader, he's like, too nice. HAHA.
but yay.

and OP = my life nowwww.
till 11 nov.

and i feel like my day was super slack srsly. =/
passed by really leisurely.
oh i was reading!
rach lent me this book on genesis, cos i was starting on gen qt and whee it's good good goooooood :) :)

oh and i love nurul haha she helped me buy the victorias secret pefume thing thats like freakin nice whoo hoooo thanks nurul! XD

anyway i'm quite tired now, i kinda danced in the afternoon and realised gekiang-ing is really called fake-smart for a reasonnnn. :(
the doctor gave me a 2-week mc so i should just follow it. yes.

but anyway basically i thought i'd be able to dance tmr but then after li ying taught me the new technique steps [which is extra dificult this time. i think it's just me], i said hello to pain againn.

there's super a lot of floor stuff, and when i've to get up,

i pretty much cant. hahaha.

bet people dont even realise when you get up from the floor,
you dont use your legs for support,
you use your lower spine.
which mine = hurt like crazy when i tried :( :(

but never mind, i msged sophie i'll sit in dance with her tmr, i was telling her how i was a old woman for a week,

and she said she was "an old woman on crutches for a month. ^^"

HAHA cute girl what a way to make me feel better but anyway i feel better knowing i've company at the back of the studio already so, :)!

then after school i was supposed to go picnic with the class but cannot cos dance, then worship workshop.
jolene digging coupon from the dustbin and all lawllllllll BUT ANYWAY POINT IS,

ON THURSDAY, KELVIN AND I ARE GONNA MAKE EVERYONE ORDER MACS FOR DINNER.
yesyesyeyes omg i cant wait.
like there will 15 people or smth right,
so 15 x 4 = 60 coupons we can steal!!!!! XD
aughh cant wait.


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Sunday, October 25, 2009 7:02 PM

i didnt go for dance yesterdayyy. :(
cos on friday i tried dancing and it was still a little painful.
i asked li ying if i should go and she said better to recover fully first.
hehe but she was so sweet she said she'll teach me next week so yay. :)

and although i was kinda zz about that, it's ok because outing with shuanald natnat and marcus more than made up for it! : D
we went to marche and many retarded pieces of rubbish ensued.

strangers,
carol [lawl ttmmmm], 
and
*MZHH*.
HAHAHA.

and the million trillion more laughs.

augh, i love you all, thanks for making my saturday! <3

and HAHA shaunald i think we can make like a whole glossary of inside jokes we share already srsly, counting from elmo to MZH. hahahaha.

i'm gonna go play piano!


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Tuesday, October 20, 2009 6:26 PM

yay thanks everyone for the prayers! :)
my back almost doesnt hurt anymore.
im gonna go dance on saturday. yeahh.

and if you didnt know i kinda fell cycling on friday night.
i'll tell you how if you ask me.
im so horribly accident-prone. 
but oh well im pretty.
..much ok alr.
AHHA omg that was such a horrible joke too yucks annette lee.

but yah i felt like an old woman for the weekend srsly. D:
took 5 seconds to sit down and get upp.

oh i have another bruise on my cheek near my ear also actually,
but nvm that one i can just tell everybody jedi punched me.

oh wells who cares about injuries it was fun!

but i have 2 ulcers in my mouth now though. :(
very pain.

today after lunch i went to read newspaper and then, HAHAHA
i saw shawn ling in it.
got recognised for his charitable deeds yo.

i was doing qt today, and realised my bible is spoilttttt D':
the binded part totally detached from the spine it's so horribly ugly, but i shall glue it back later.
why do i keep using horrible today something is horribly wrong with me!!! o.O
but anw, 
i felt something in me smile cos, if i think about it, it's actually a good thing! :D

means i have actually been opening the thing and flipping through its pages everyday, so much that that it can become worn out.
if this was last year, my bible would be just rusty* dusty and intact.

*my bible is made of metal :D

ohya then on the night cycling day, we went EH for a while to play games and watch a video of the sermon louie giglio did on chris tomlin's indescribable tour.
i think everybody should see this.


AWESOME OR WHATTTTTTT.

and i swear after watching it i was like, i dunno stars in my eyes and everything.
*__*
 \_/

^that was meant to be a face. like a smiley face with star eyes.
ok i think fail, whatever.

but yeah i was sooo in awe,
ive liked the idea of an infinite universe from the start, 
and knowing there are cool stuff out there, 

but now that i actually saw so many pretty stuff,
it's like :) :) :) :) :) !!!

and not only was it about seeing pretty stuff, it was about knowing how small we are,
YET
He still loves us.

so cool.
i feel like i'm God's pet ant or smth, and he takes care of me and feeds me everyday.
and he just stares at me carry grains of sand around everywhere everyday with a smile on his face.
well, except i have 2 legs, and i dont have antennae, and i dont have relatives who got squashed to death, etc.. =/

..and i have the ability to love Him back. :)

HAHA joel told me in primary school he drew red ants and black ants for art, then his art teacher scold him, say that red and black ants dont live together.

so yah yesterday was pretty fun i met joel for macs breakfast then, then we went to brighton ave to eat awfully chocolate ice cream. yumsss.
the shop look like toilet.
i didnt say that, jinming did.

ok this is pretty cool stuff i just realised the whole time i was writing that astronomy thing, indescribable was playing on my itunes, it's on shuffle.

anyway, i am slowly eliminating the screamo songs off my itunes, k mah's thumbdrive has a few, i'm too lazy to sort them out so i am doing it the lazy man's way shuffle everytime im using the comp, then when i happen to hear a screamo, off to the trash it goes.
will take me forever but well, saves me searching time.

i shudder and die at screamo songs srsly, the ultimate angsty kind, 
somehow i'm quite ok with switchfoot screamo.
ah, different. you must hear.
but yeah i think it's just because of my phobia of yelling.
i have a yelling phobia i think some people know.
i dont yell, i hate it when people yell at me, yell at me too much i will cry, when i grow up and have kids i will never yell at them.
you think i say only but really i wont have to even control, cos i can never bring myself to yell, no matter how angry i am.

but HAHA whoops i super digressed.

but yeah i think the sermon really showed me that no one should ever think they are so great and important because really, we are so freakin puny compared to Him.

but at the same time, we should never think we're too small either, because the biggest thing ever ever is living in us. :)

ah, fuzzy.
i feel so comforted by myself.
ohkay i am off to take panadol.
layter kids.


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Sunday, October 18, 2009 9:11 PM

ok since i am here at my comp waiting for the op ppt to be sent to me to be editted, 
i am gonna finish up the post-exam fun post first.
haha.
i only put up that many photos in that post cos nurul wanted those from my cam HAHA i am sooo never gna waste my time putting up that many anymore, haha that's gna be the last post with that many pictures for just one event.

but i have like 3 sets of photos now so i think it'll be not that little still.
but yarp!

after promos it was chinese lectures like crazy,
and the first one sara and tessa didnt come so i was the only girl, and the guys were all drawing musclemen AHHAHAHA i have no idea why!?!??
i show you nelson's drawing he should totally take art, hilarious ttm.


HAHAHAHAHAHHA I LAUGH LIKE CRAZYYYY.


look at john's pathetic taped shoe, i feel so sad for it. :(
oh but he wore new shoes the next week v nice! :)


then with my awesome drawing skills i drew ben weiyang and nelson!
the 3 on the left. 
the other 2 were drawn by nelson. and that is not me. >:/

then like 2 fridays ago or smth, guo guang had b&j's voucher so he said he'll treat me and who would say no to free ice cream!! :D
haha thanks gg you're the best!
except that you're a total smartass, i cannot take it.

and after that i went to E's house for her og bbq, zz had to leave early though.




i think ian and mq are so cute haha.


:) :)
omg E i owe you your obs shirt haha!!

on friday we went night cycling!
it was freakin fun, apart from the fact that i got injured which i will come to that later. 

so yeap after getting back results i went home to sleep and then i met jedi but we were both late.
anw then to make things worse the smart girl decided kemangan was the station to stop if you wanna go east coast. HAHA. wronggg.

but yah the control station woman scold meeeee :( 
i was waiting for jedi so i went to ask her how to get there by bus she was like 'why didnt you stop at bedok to take the bus??'

ohkay like chillax i was just asking. 
and i dunno how to answer rhetorical questions. :(

HAHAHA but anywaysss it was pretty good catching up with jed the loser with cool new hair.
we are still going to get our backpacks soon pleasee. after pw! :)




OLYMPIC RINGS!



:D


sara's holding us!
and HAHAHHAH this one. jedi and i were forcinggg lydia to stand in the middle i was like 'NO I DONT WANNA STAND WITH JEDI!!!' 
and she kinda knew we were gna do smth stupid to her so she tried escaping haahha but anw... we managed to get her in the middle and her hunch was right.
this is so small but the bigger version you can totally see mickey mouse

and i am done. yay just nice i just received my op.


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Thursday, October 15, 2009 12:01 AM

JOOOOY IN MY HEART. :) 

OMG I AM SO HAPPY TODAY!!!!!!!!!
i was kinda gonna sleep but i decided i really needed to come write here. cos it's not everyday you have this many reasons to be happy.
there are just too many reasons why i should be smiling and am smiling now. so here they are! XD
[warning: there might be many exclamation marks i think. like a catherine linton speech [lit book joke, very inside sorry go and read wuthering heights.]

1) I'M ALLOWED TO GO FOR THE SYFC NIGHT CYCLE ON FRIDAY!!!!! XD XD XD
my dad say i must wear helmet but never mind i am so gonna have fun!!!
AUGHHHH HAHAHHAHA, and jedi's going too yayyyy!!

2) i love my class we are so cool we are going to have self-pe tomorrow even though our teacher wont be in school!

3) THE JASPER VIDEOS ON FB OMGOMG LAWL LAWL LAWL LAWLLLLLL.

4) larissa pressed my front split down till i touched the ground!!!!!! 
freakin painful but i dont care! 
and i think i have a weird funny bone that's located at the top of my thigh. that it is like, itchy when it hurts. 

lar was saying how when she was pressing down for her juniorlast time, she was tearing.
AND I WAS THERE LAUGHING LIKE SHIT. 
i am gonna practise and then finish the split in 1 more mth, and then counting the previous mth i stretched, i will be the fastest person i know to have ever learnt a split HAHA 2 mths!!

5) lar said i am a hardworking girl. :)
meant so muchh and like li ying said she can see that i've improved.
and everyone like affy for properly teaching me the syf on monday when i was a clueless goldfish.

6) I CAN DOUBLE PIROUETTE OR HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT. i really cannot believe all this shit i can do, it's really not me it cant be my own strength. so scary yet so cool yet it shows that with God, nothing's impossible.

7) MY FINAL YR ART PROJECT IS NOT GNA BE EXHIBITED WITH THE J2 WORKS ANYMORE AHHAHA YES!!!!!! I AM NOT GONNA EMBARRASS MYSELF ANYMOREE.
omg when mrs kee was saying in the art room about how some of us who are working on gce not good to exhibit cos later like ruin next year's surprise, i was sooo happy.
srsly it was like, imminent embarrassment just died for life.  

8) it's jedi's birthday tmr and i got her the best thing ever! but i cannot pass to her anytime soon i am so not bringing to night cycle unless we got locker haha heavy.

just now we msging then she said how she's excited for tmr, she end last paper. 11am.

then i said: 
HAHA i excited for tmr also. my friend's birthday. she is quite uncool but i got her a cool present. i dunno how to pass to her though, i cannot bring to the night cycle.

then she reply:
Eh your friend's birthday same day as mine! :D

AHHAHAHHAHA what a disgusting girl!!

9) last week, i had some tailbone muscle shitz thing that hurt like hell, and i swear i couldnt dance and i was so scared and everything. but now i am ok and today, i danced everyything unhurtingly at alll. 
prayers so work please?!?? :) :)

10) i just had the best night ever. after i made everyone pray that i can go for night cycle HAHA, i promised i'd spend the rest of the night with God if mummy falls prey to my persuading powers. AHAHA.
but yeah 2 hours with the best company ever.

OFF TO SLEEP I LOVE EVERYBODY YOU.


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Tuesday, October 13, 2009 10:07 PM

lets talk post-exam fun. :)

the day after promos, mervyn brought me to eat waraku at iluma haha it was like the best thing ever cos i think i somehow boycotted good expensive [good in a restaurant way, expensive in a seafood way] food during promo period.
like not intentionally but you know, study everyday = tapao food go home and study + eat in hole.
but it was good catching up stuffz with the favourite ogl so yay :) 

then the following day we had class outing! XD

THE SUN = GOOD TTMMM!!



sitting on,
no mats.
HAHA we all forgot.


i brought for everyone! :)


then andrew made four letters on ben's body with sand while they suntannedd. 
see if you can read it no loss either way haha.
when ben was walking back from the sea i was like HJKJJJLJHBAUGHH!?! ttm srsly HAHA.


we played captain's ball i put this^ pic up just cos i think fahimah looks super funny and zorteng at the side there HAHAHA.



slurpees are friends, and food!







I LOVE 09S05!!!!!!

ps nadia has nice arm muscles i wanttt.

then last sunday jasmine came over for service! :)
and then we met elaina after that.
we watched fame. 
haha it was ok, i wanna watch jennifer's body! and 500 days of summer.

ok i have more pictures for more stuff but honestly, i am damn sianz alr.
HAHA. imma stop here i'll continue next time dont wanna event blog anymore. it's very brainless.
maybe after i post this i'll do a normal shitz post. see first. ;) ;)


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Monday, October 12, 2009 8:28 PM

snapple mango is a total lie i swear it tastes like peach.


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Sunday, October 11, 2009 8:26 PM

huh? HEY!
my jellyfish friends are helping me fly!
WITHOUT PANTS!
i guess it just goes to show,

*you dont need a plane to fly.
plastic wings may make you cry.
kites are made for windy days.
lawn chairs with balloons,
fly awaaaaaaay.
inflatable paaaaaants
you may as well skiiiip
if you want to fly, all you need...*


is friendship. ;)
yeah,

[HAHAHAHHAHA. i burst out laughing at that part cos it's suddenly speech. omgomg.]


goodbye jellies! you taught me a valuable lesson. although i'm not quite sure what it is. o.O




[if you're confused, spongebob just sang for me in nickelodeon and i wrote down everything he *sang*/said.]


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Saturday, October 10, 2009 7:24 PM

sometimes the hardest thing to do can be the easiest thing to do.


"morning by morning he wakens me, and opens my understanding to his will." - isaiah 50:4.
what a pretty verse dont you think it was given to me by a girl called rachel who's just as pretty. :)

so if i dont wake up in the morning to spend time with you, then
please, please,
wake me.
if i try to sleep in and forget what i'll be missing, then
please, please,
remind me.
the sun came up and kissed the sky,
a message from my king,
"please wake up darling,"
birds sang through my window saying,
"good morning, would you spend time with your maker?"

ohkayy.
lets start with weekends.
WHEN I WAKE UP.
not afternoon not night, the START of the day.
not sometimes, but WITHOUT FAIL.

and because while i'm sleeping, you rejoice over me. :)


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i dunno i really dunno.
=/ =/ =/


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Tuesday, October 06, 2009 7:51 PM

and then there are those times where you know there's nothing you can do but pray.
:(


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zzzZZzzZZZZzZZZZzZZZZzZZzzzzzzzzz.
i just finished my part for wr first draft and i have nothing to do nowww.
and i cant even go home like everyone who's gone back cos they're done.

cos i have dance later.
cant even sleep cos after lunch i came back and slept for an hour so i'm not tired.

anyway, i was just telling jebi how i am really thankful that our class is in comp lab! :)
it's like almost 40 classes and only 4 get the comp labs so yay.

but yah back to the point i am stuck here in school where everyone who is still here has work to do so i have only myself for entertainment.
i think i am gonna go read ymiblogging.

Edit: I KNOW!! CHINESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Saturday, October 03, 2009 12:54 PM

2cm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Friday, October 02, 2009 6:08 PM

how. =/
i accidentally killed a bag full of pigs, 
all of them named percy.

but not my fault it's cos i forgot then i didnt eat them zzz >:/

SHAUNALD NEO THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!
sian, i feel v bad throwing away the whole bag so i'll probably leave it to rot more, or see if it flies to the dustbin itself.

i think one day i will go to a pig farm and feed the pigs percy pigs. 
HAHAHAHHA omg it's so cute yet so morbid can you imagine eating gummy humans.

henry humans.. =/


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Thursday, October 01, 2009 12:12 AM

okok cannot.
2 and a half days of hardcore playing = enough.

back to boycotting and 
hardcoring art and pw.
chinese can, mediumcore.

see you all soonzzz!


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