Monday, October 29, 2007 1:05 PM
i just took my medicine and i shall blog until i feel gross enough to stop and then clamber into bed.
ok i was supposed to post about the last day of school a long time ago, but i was interrupted by the many contretemps in my ever so unpredictable life.
i tell you, my life either loves me a lot, or hates me like i am some, i dunno,
like i am a brinjour.
i hate brinjours. am i even spelling it right? you know, that purple deformed piece of vegetable that sprouted up from hell?
okok anw i was saying,
it either loves me so much as to make itself so damn interesting and full of surprises,
or it hates me so much as to make itself so damn "interesting" and full of "surprises".
whoever made up the shit about how oh 'we are the masters of our own lives and we decide our fate' or something, is a nutjob.
because we are living in a world of disgusting people, who make our lives hell.
it's like i say oh i am going to study hard now and then go be a surgeon and spend my life dissecting stuff and operating on people until i hone my skills till i am super good, and eventually i am super rich.
then one day a pair of siamese twins call me to cut them into 2, and then i will be famous because all the papers will be talking about it, and then more siamese twins will be asking me for splitzaration and i will earn all their money AND I WILL BE A MILLIONAIRE.
oh yes life is so simple.
NOT.
YOU THINK SO EASY AH??
ok lah maybe only the study hard part.
but if everyone could decide their destiny just by working hard, then you are wrong, because sometimes there are many many external factors you cant control.
what if something as simple as, some people dont have money to pay for higher education?
or if some idiot doesnt wanna hire me cos he doesnt like my face?
or simply because times are bad and i cant find a job?
much less a job that i want?
or what if i live in africa and all i want is a small sip of water????!!!
do i decide my destiny now you smartass?
i cant even study, i cant even work, and my country is a piece of crap.
HOW do i pilot my own life??
if it was so easy, everyone there wouldnt be living in poverty and they'd all be millionaires.
i slap the guy who thought he was so smart to say that.
ohoh, and i SNEER at him!!!
hahaha. i will get the entire africa to sneer at him for me. and nicole too. she is great at sneering. she is, i crown, the queen of sneeraration.
ah i am going to do something to help them when i grow up.
maybe i'll go there to mission or something.
i dunno, just somehow, i promise me.
okok and something else.
i think that statement that guy made deludes people.
deludes STUPID people.
ok look at those freaking brainless people who join like, american idol.
i only watch the auditions for AI cos they're funny.
anyway, they are people who think they sing damn nice and they believe in that lie that they are the masters of their lives.
and if they wanna be a singer, they can make it happen, simply because.
stewbeead.
you see lah, you see lah, that's what you were thinking your whole life that's how you embarrassed yourself on worldwide television.
ahhhaaa i laugh at you and your gullibility.
and the stupider people, even after they are told they suck, still cling on to that lie you know.
so just because of you who made up this phrase, these people will get nowhere.
oh crap i suddenly remembered.
i was actually going to write about the last day of school but i got distracted and digressed like i always do.
ok i shall do it later i am damn drowsy i am off to bed.
p.s. i am on a mission to find out who is the genius who made up that phrase[Edit: i have a feeling he is a motivational speaker, cos motivational speakers are full of crap.], then somehow manage to propagandise his idiot disciples to quote him and spread it to the other people of the world.
i think if someone quotes that to me one day i will just punch them.
whahhaha.
ok lah maybe i wont blame them, because it has probably been said so many times it has become so banal that people dont care or rather dont know that it doesnt make sense.
nette posted it up.
