Monday, October 29, 2007 5:51 PM
ok the last day of school.
it marked the day i would lose some things, gain some, change some and learn some.
i have a feeling this post isnt gonna be all fun and games.
first of all, i am super sad i am going to not study in this building anymore.
if buildings had feelings, i would like to tell you, the cedar girls secondary school, that you have made my stay for the past 3 years extremely memorable.
i am sorry if i made you classrooms dirty, or if i use too much of your toilet paper when i pee, or if i murder ants in your basketball court.
you will still love me right?
if you could.
i'll always remember you school!
i'll come back to visit you when you are your new self, and i will sing to you A1 song okay!!
i will sing: another night another day, what can i say? you're still the same old brand new you!
ok annette you are getting weird stop talking to a building, and like as if it will come and read your blog.
behold the board of the 3P classroom.
AUGGHH, where did the class nameplate go??
oh, there it is, in on the floor. it jumped there, in a feckless attempt to commit suicide.
so why did the nameplate want to commit suicide?? WHY, you must be asking.
you see, 3P was in this emotionally unstable state, where everyone was crying, except for a few of us.
i was one of them because i thought like, crying in front of ravin and athirah would just make them feel bad, like it's their fault for something.
ravin ended up consoling people lah.
and i tell you, if it's hard for us, it's confirm harder for them.
so i cried by myself the day before when ravin called me to tell me she retain, like when she put down.
so i the whole day when 3P was sitting together crying i was going: OUKAY EVERYBODY SUCK THE TEARS IN NOW!
and i wrote on the board bigly: BIG GIRLS DONT CRY, with a big :D smiley face, and then ravin started laughing at it like some insane woman. not funny right. OH the loser! hahaa.
and also, alvina gave 3P freddo and dinosaur gummies, and when me and ravin saw the freddo we were like 'AHHHHHHHHHH!!!'
cos we love freddo.
and the dinosaur gummy is like, i think the nicest gummy ever. i am going to buy some on my own the next time i go out.
whoo thanks alvina.
anyway we were talking about stuff like OAC.
like when we were doing HE.
haha when 3P sang the 'xiao ma xiao er' song for qin huan, and they made mcfly songs into cheer for me.
hahaha i remember i was laughing so much i scared i fall, so i was there laughing but clinging onto some rope for my dear life.
and i remember, ravin stayed up at the vertical log thing for like 10-20 minutes, cos she didnt dare to jump down.
and when me and hannah had our niagara falls and we were feeling pretty gross the whole time, but at least we werent alone!
and when ravin and joey will always go and tell each other they wanna go home.
haha ohoh thought of something.
cos ravin and athirah's parents are quite funny, they are super scared they will go and commit suicide, then suddenly i thought of the OAC.
and i said to ravin: ravin i think your parents dont have to be scared you are going to commit suicide, cos you dont even dare to jump off some log lah!
it's like, that one ah, you confirm wont die one some more, because their are ropes pulling you. hahaha. you loser.
but then ravin said she can take an overdose of drugs.
and at the end of school, wah, she tried to threaten me with that to make me pon choir can!!! *gasp*
but in the end i couldnt go out anyway cos i was holding this stupid box of books. so off to choir i went.
ok back to when we were in 3p classroom.
we sang our class song for OAC: top of the world and 'innocence', our COLOURS song.
anyway, at the last period, i cried in the end cos ravin hugged me.
kind of hit me that my best friend isnt going to be in the same class as me next year.
but we were all saying, next year, we'll still be our full strength 21, because ravin and athirah will forever be seen as a part of us!
ok then i dried myself after like, 10 seconds.
then that night i wrote a letter to ravin and snail mailed it to her, i think i said about it before in some posts back, and then she told me when she read, she laughed out loud until her parents thought she was crazy, then one second later she was crying.
i told her ah, she must keep that letter in her bra at all times to keep it safe.
and the next thing i am sad about is ms tan leaving us.
i mean, of course i get angry at her a lot, and she insults me a lot, and sometimes she's kind of biased and all,
she's still my 3P form teacher after all, right!!
no one's gonna be there to call me to me a silly goose anymore.
but anyway, to the best class ever and i mean ever in my whole life, 3PowderfulPolkadots, I LOVE YOU!!!!
oukay cheryl lee isnt in that picture because i think she was sleeping on some bench at the first floor.
and you see cheryl you made me have to write this msg at the bottom of my post and yiiehhk the whole closing atmosphere. ahahhaaha.
nette posted it up.
