Saturday, October 13, 2007 1:37 PM
ok yesterday, 3 people snapped at me or something like that.
THREE lah that is damn a lot.
but who cares i think i am used to it.
i hate it when people misunderstand things i say.
like ok lah i say stuff sometimes freaking ambiguous but, why must all these cynics just assume the negative side of it? i wanna tell the world that whatever i say, please assume i mean well cos i definitely do.
i hate people who get angry over microscopic puny things or hate people to say harmless microscopic puny things which they assume as insulting.
like when the tausuan you are eating looks damn gross and i tell you it looks like pisai and mucus then laugh it off cos i think its quite funny. and then you start scolding me for saying that. obviously i'm kidding just laugh it off and play along.
or if you do something gross but amusing, i tell you its gross but i laugh, just laugh and dont bloody scold me.
but of course if you seriously tell me and mean it that you think say for example, my shoes are ugly, like,not in a joking way at all i'd just think you are stupid because that's just not the way to be sociable. like what am i supposed to say? and plus what's the point of telling me that cos i bought them obviously cos i didnt think they were ugly.
i hate it when people think the world revolves around them and them alone.
i think i dont have to explain this point. most people who think so dont even realise it. i wanna go on a mission where i go to these people and say to their faces I THINK YOU ARE BLOODY SELF-CENTRED! and i hope they say 'NO IM NOT!' cos that would just affirm my 'accusation'.
and ok all my results are back and i have only one A which is exactly 70. and i have one hideous C and the rest are Bs.
BUT I CANT COMPLAIN CAN I.
here's why. yesterday, i still hadnt gotten any As and i was just preparing myself for my impending doom when i went to get back art results and i get A2.
so i was actually happy for the moment and i was actually going to go to chinese straight but i decided to go to class first to ask the fnn people how they did for fnn and then later i realised, i cant bloody say anything!
ok when you do something well, and you try to comfort someone who did worse, sometimes they will just put on their most skeptical mask and not want to accept that piece of comfort and wish i'd shut up cos i am rubbing it in.
WHICH I AM NOT!
and i think i know full well that some people'd think that but, i cannot just sit there and not say anything! that would make me seem smug and neither do i want you to look so sad.
and i hate it when i get better grades than you and you assume i cant get disappointed with myself, even if i am because my PERSONAL expectations were still not lived up to. like if i SAY TO MYSELF 'aiyah i got B4 for e maths..' and then you come and insert your big hairy butt into my world and tell me to shut up because you got an F9.
whatever lah.
i think i'll go back to school and everything will blow over.
and ravin haoyee joey i said i'll pray for you so dont worry lah!
ok and i am pretty glad here at home cos mum thinks i did well.
WHOO.
i'm gonna get all my As for my O levels next year.
p.s. the ranting at the top, it's not directed at anyone in particular it's just my pet peeves and it's completely generalised. so if you think i am talking about you, i am not. =D
nette posted it up.
