Wednesday, October 03, 2007 2:42 PM
WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
HOO.
ok i finished a math today which is the 2nd last paper.
art's the last on friday but it's not really a stressful subject to me so here i am.
haha on friday, when exams really finish, i'm gonna forget this YESYESYESYESYES feeling and then come and WHOOOOOOOH again.
haha that would be so stm and mad.
but, i think nice feelings should be forgotten, so that when you feel it again, it will be like damn nice.
maybe that's the problem with people. like why they dont get happy over little good things.
cos they like to remember happy things, the big happy things, so little good things that happen to them are so not worthy of celebration, because they are freaking peanuts compared to the joy over grander stuff. and the opposite for gross feelings, when people choose not to remember them.
i think i am confusing. okok. like, if someone buy you ten packets of panda biscuit, then you wahlao damn happy right, then you subconsciously register this excitement in your brain. so, when someone else the next day buy you one packet of dewberry damn small, you wont really be that glad cos you've experienced gladder.
and if the next day, assuming you havent eaten your panda biscuit, someone comes and steals your ten packets of panda biscuit!!! ARGHHHHH!!! [catastrophe, imagine.]
then, you cho siad[timbucktu moment] but you still decide to forget the grossness of the situation cos you dont like it in you. so, if the next day[ok this shall be the last 'next day'. and the last bracket.] someone come steal your dewberry biscuit, you will also sad cos it seems like a new feeling, no matter how many times you've already felt it.
whoo i make. so. much. sense.
so i think ah. people should just forget nice feelings so they can get happy easily and remember the disgusting feelings, so it'll be hard for them to get disheartened over puny setbacks.
o_O i sound damn philosopical. i think it's art getting to me. doing it now i have about 32 hours before the art exam, which i have to do 5 pages of prep work for and i totally neglected my art for my other subjects so im intending to finish them in just 1 and a half days. a bit mad right. but oh well. i believe it's not impossible cos i estimated i need about 14hours to finish whatever i have left.
anw. but the past 2 weeks were stressful and i dont wanna talk about it.
but oh by the grace of God!!
i thought bio, my worst subject, was easy.
freaking awesome.
like not the not as hard as i thought it would be kind of easy is the seriously easy i discovered a new found love for bio!
i hope i do well and do annie gay proud.
i like her.
like i'm super freaking scared of her, but i like her.
i like being scared of people i like.
it forms this latent respect in me for that person.
so, i wont be rude to her or anything, i'll know she she scolds me i'll immediately think its for my own good and i'll wanna do well and stuff so i'll make her happy.
people should have this love-albeit-fear realtionship with God.
oh suddenly thought of the annie gay joke made up by anonymous cedarians.
which gay will mr gay marry?
annie gay.
WHAHA.
nette posted it up.
