Go play in a microwave, Susie.

Thursday, January 24, 2008 10:12 PM

school is horrible, today i was telling everyone i dont wanna study i wanna be a rockstar when i grow up.

and YAYness tomorrow is half day school, cos today's O levels results were wonderfulous.
and after watching the giving out of results, i have decided that im gonna get 6 points for O levels.

so here's how i'm gonna try my best to be a nerd from this second.

1) drink coffee everyday. so i can be awake all day.

although i get damn bad caffeine highs.
gahahhaa, i drank at 11pm last night, then i came to school this morning and i went to class and started doing crazy stuff to peishi and charlotte and her friend.
i was showing them catwalking cos jiarong taught me and the tell me dance and all that rubbish.
haha we were laughing like some shit lah.

HAHA then after we got downstairs i wanted to find qian to tell her she sucks for being a bring-bag-to-the-courtyard-er, so i cannot find her in class in the morning to show her the dance.
then ah! the second i saw her loserish face, i started laughing like she just told me the funniest joke in the world. and i dunno why!

and jaan made me laugh till i fell on the stairs also lah!
hahaha jaan you are a total loser, sprain ankle cos you were racing with your assistant monitress to the general office.
GAHAHHAA that is such a loser reason, like people go 'eh jaan how did you sprain your ankle ah' then you say 'oh i was racing with my asst monitress to get forms' AAAHAHHAHA.

the funniest part is still the jaan crossing the 30-second pedestrain crossing on the day she sprained, and at zero seconds, SHE WAS STILL IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD HAHAHAHHAA.

and i love caroline she makes me laugh like crazy too, GAHAHA today were doing the taiwanese song accent like, 'mu nai yi de SHING ZEI TCHIAO bao zhe SHI WENG MEN MEN ao'
and being ahlianic. TWISTSXSXZZ.
gahahhaa SO FUN.

ohhh shitty crap i have digressed to the max talking about people who make me laugh.

okok i shall redo the list.
nette's 6-point diet scheme:

1) drink coffee everyday.

2) shit less. save time.

3) learn chinese words everyday.

4) revise maths/bio/chem when i get home, on days when i learn new stuff.

5) read the english dictionary, ok lah, weekends only.

6) wear specs more often and force the world to label me as a nerd.

7) blog once a month.

and yes peeps, blog posts once a month from now, AUGH no cant believe it.
even if there's damn interesting things NETTE YOU CANT. oh gosh i cant believe o levels is putting my life on hold.
which sucks, cos i'm gonna be a rockstar anyway, either that or a supermodel so WHY DO I HAVE TO STUDY.

oh well but since God threw me here in school there must be some sort of purpose of it so i shall go ahead and nerdiate.

nette posted it up.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008 8:53 PM

oh yes after drudging miserably over the weekend and monday i am finally a bit free-er.

a bit.
but i am still here cos I MISS YOU MA BLOGSTER!!
i havent written on you since super long ago.

anyway i found 3 loser pictures in my comp that i asked my sister upload for me like, during december and i forgot all about them leh.
haha show you!

ok ah, is this damn cute or like just super damn cute???
baahahha it's biscuit from japan.
the head's like, i dunno ah some rubbish hard thing with a nut inside and the body's rice cracker.
it was soooo freakin cute can i couldnt bring myself to eat it.

but i did and i felt cannibalistic.
and i wonderfully took a picture cos i knew once i ate them i wouldnt see them anymore in my life.
anyway the dude who invented this is so creative i wanna give him a hug.
oh speaking of creative dudes, i recently saw THIS:

SO CLEVER RIGHT!!!!!
ahhh like this person's creativeness is to the max until i dont wanna give him a hug i wanna give him a punch of jealousy!!!

anyway. picture number 2 from december.

HAHAAAAAAAAH.
funny not ah?
i remember it was some random day on december 07 and i decided i had pangs of milk deficiency so i went downstairs and on my way to the mama shop i walked past the dustbin and burst out laughing to myself.
there was this idiot naked barbie doll next the bloody dustbin lah.
eh if you dont find it funny dont come and insult my sense of humour.
hahaha but, ah tell me if it's funny leh i dont wanna be the only one who does!

and!

know what this is it's japanese spaghetti from the spaghetti shop in taka IT IS SOOO GOOD.
i ate it for the first time the last time and i was dying of satisfaction, ah who's free, someday i go with you to eat!

anyway, i'm actually also online so i can find information for english debate.
wanna die, i dont wanna do the bloody thing, it's not even gonna help me in my O levels, and now i have to try and compress into my brain information on how genetic engineering sucks.
and i have to write a shitty speech on that.
i dunno how to!! and cheryl i need to link with yours so i cant do it on my ownnnn.

but more than worse, i hate debating cos i hate the way debaters talk.
i am serious, when we were being told how to do it, rw asked us if we've watched the arena and i remember turning on once and almost dying cos DEBATERS TALK LIKE THEY OWN BIRDS' NEST CAVES.
it's the damn haolian smirky smirky my-house-is-bigger-than-yours way you know!!!!
cant stand it.

haha oh ya and rw is damn loser.
she got our emails so she could send us homework, the first time she sent us[was it only the first time or all] she wrote:
'let me know if any of you girls dont get this mail!'
GAHAHHAH suck ah, if i dont get the mail i wont even read that so i wouldnt know i'd have to let you know.

ok i realise i better just go on with my work i shall talk proper life another day ah i have a weekful of life to talk about okok BYE PEEPS.

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Thursday, January 17, 2008 10:10 PM

OHOH AND EVERYBODY, WATCH THIS: http://heroes.mediacorptv.sg/vidsstash.php!
then vote him on 21 jan alright!
edit: if it doesnt work, click on the last clip.

paul by day, hiro by night.
AUGH he's so gonna win gaahaha. XD

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ughhh shitty day and yesterday.
ok almost.

anyway, my life's so tragic i dont even know where to start.

okok, i had food poisoning and like extreme diarrhea last night, damn pain.
and i practically wasted my whole night away vomiting out of my asshole after coming home from choir at 7, and then the next morning i woke up and my stomach was horrible and i had like diarrhea spree.
it was the as-soon-as-you-stand-up-from-the-toilet-bowl-you-have-to-sit-back-down-again kind of diarrhea.

and diarrhea is damn pain qian!
it burns your ass you are mad not to think so!!
hahaha.
and suck ah, my stomach still hurts.

so anyway, so i never go school right, then ms tay called me like at the end of school to ask me why i didnt come to school, cos like art after school today had been changed to exhibition at nyjc.
so it was like, she: do you know what you're missing out today?
me: i know there's exhibition toda--
and she cuts me off[!!] and goes: so you were thinking it's JUST an exhibition right?
and i went: NOOO

so angry, hate it when people cut me off.
hate it when people accuse.
hate it when people accuse me of unreasonable things.

and i had super no energy cos i was in food poisoning mode and i felt like a corpse so when she like 'and why didnt you inform me that you werent going to come?' and like 'you're not goonna see any artwork like this ever again!!' and all i just 'sorry.' and 'sorry.' cos i had no strength to fight with her.

but anyway practically the whole time she was also raising her voice, AND I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE YELL!!

oh and i can tell you about me getting scolded by nair yesterday, when i had strength to fight with her.
cos i left my wallet in class yesterday after school and because of the new school system where every class has to be locked after school, i couldnt get my wallet.
and i couldnt find the auntie so i went to the general office and michelle, the woman at the counter told me to get key from nair cos she dont have.

but then guess what! in the end nair also dont have, and i get scolded on top of it.
ughhhh.
so at first i was like: um, miss nair i need my class key cos i need to get something
nair: why are you asking me for the key, why did you think id have it??
me: cos michelle said to ask you.
nair: well i dont have it, who's the class monitress, who has the key?
me: uh, me. but it's in my wallet and it's locked in class.
*gives me a damn disgusting face* and starts lecturing me in a damn act nice voice.
and i went on with a super long ten minute conversation with her.

AUUURRGHH! you know i hate it, when you're mad at me, and you scold me in a way that your face looks like you're holding a fart.
like it's the damn angry but you pretend to say every word damn nicely but the tone still shows how irritated you are at me, and you face spells 'punch me'

i know i hate it when people yell but seriously, this is 45874298 times worse than being yelled at.
like if you're mad just scold me ok, dont be all fake and pretend to be nice and not even do a good job of it.
OH. and the worst of all, be sarcastic.

oh so you decide you dont wanna yell at me so you be sarcastic.
like before i left she was like 'oh and girl whats wrong with you skirt'
[there's a patch of paint there cos of art]
then i told her and she said 'oh, i didnt know the school rules state that you can have paint on your skirt'

PUNCHHH.
she so needed one, so i just said sorry, and forced myself to grunt a bit at that not even funny statement and then i walked out.

ughhhh hate it hate it.
but i think i have vented enough.
i shall go do qt and calm down and not be angry gaaha.

nette posted it up.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008 10:44 PM

i check my mail everyday for a mail that tells me i get free switchfoot tickets.
WHY mail WHYY arent you in my inbox??
and this switchfoot concert thing is haunting me everywhere i go.
on sunday leonard came and gave me a flyer and i was like 'i cant goooooo'
and today cat came and wanted to give me flyers also.
and it's just rubbing into my face so bad, i think the frictions gonna burn off my face epidermis.

ah life sucks.
i wanna ask God if it's called judging if i hate someone's voice.
it's like everytime they talk i feel like slapping myself.
but i'm not hating you, i'm hating the way you talk/the sound of your voice.
so not right??

gah i dunno, i think He'll probably tell me like cos we have to love our enemies, in the same way we have to love people's voices we hate.
no wait but cannot!!
it's like, for example i hate eating hard toufu, and you're telling me to love it and tell me to eat everyday!!!! like no way man.

whaha this was rubbish bye.

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Friday, January 11, 2008 9:53 PM

i am eating apple.
you know i love eating apple whole like, without cutting. i think everyone should just do that you know it tastes best that way OUKAYYY this was a bloody corny start to the post.

anyway 3 random malaysia people just added me on friendster and i was like 'freak but i dont know you' so i the view friend request page was like 'accept request?'
and i clicked NO.
and then NO again.
AND THE LAST ONE I DUNNO HOW I ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED YES YOU KNOW!!!!
i was like GAHHHH nononononono.
and like i went to see his profile he has only 3 friends so i am bloody displayed under featured NOOO i do not want to be one of your THREE ONLY friends it makes me seem like im one of your best friends which is the so not because i have never even spoken to you before in my life.

so i went to try my best to go delete him as a friend but it bloody wouldnt work lah OH GOSH FRIENDSTER SUCKS, SOMEBODY!!!! IF YOU KNOW HOW TO UNFRIENDIFY A FRIEND CAN YOU SHOW ME LIKE NOWWWWWW.

ok i'm overreacting but seriously the '3 only friends' thing is getting to me like a scorpion in my pants.
but okok calm down nette.

eh eh i just scrolled up, to the corny thing. i suddenly thought of mr kang, all his jokes, damn not funny.
it's like today he was 'oh! did i tell you guys about the swimming pool joke'
and i looked at haoyee and went 'ok haoyee i have this strong feeling the joke wont be funny'

then he went: so the other day i was swimming in the swimming pool and suddenly i saw a cedarian you know! so i faster hid and like, after a while i looked to see if she's from any of my classes but then i realised i dont teach her so it was safe and i didnt hide anymore.

so i was still intently listening out for the joke and like he stopped there and dionne went: um, so thats it?
and he was like yah.
gahahahha.
oh man but like whatever lah mr kang's a super good chem teacher, i like him even though his jokes arent funny.
GAH I LOVE MR TAY!!
and mrs chia and mrs gay and mrs woo and mr chan
and mrs lim im scared of her but who cares she's the damn good ss/geog teacher so i like her too.
4P teachers are like so the damn awesome, especially when you compare them to our shit teachers last year.
ok most of them.

ok lah i no mood to blog already bye.
tmr have induction, suck ah i have to wake up the same time as today!!!
i swear it's a crime to wake up damn early on weekends.

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AAUGGGHHHHHHH I'M SO HAPPY!!!!
XD XD XD XD XD XD
gahahahaha.

maybe because my day was so horrible so when i just got damn happy it is like, damn extreme. because neutral to happy is like less impactful than suck to happy. you know? oh my mama i have this like, graph in my head, depicting this mood swing thing.
ok i think i shall put aside the happiness for a while and tell you about the day first.

anyway. cos i had a migraine around the end of school and it like sucked damn bad during chinese, and by after bio i was like 'oukayyy i am not going for art.'
anyway then ravin went to eat lunch with me and i saw the monitress council people and i like 'ah help a bit first.' cos anyway i drew the design so i scared they dunno what to do.
so i talked to them for a while and it's like ah, by the time me ravin and ruby got out of the school it was raining like some shit please!!!
gaHHH!! hahaha so doesnt help to be kind right. haha ok nah that was a coincidence.

and okay.
i need to say this, actually not really cos im in a super good mood now but ah whatever.
cant stand it ah, when your hi-bye friends like e.g. from your lower sec class decide after a while it's too much of a chore to always say hi to you and one random day decide not say hello when you say hello to them.
LIKE HELLO WHY NOT I SPENT 2 YEARS IN A CLASS WITH YOU AND I CERTAIN I TALKED TO YOU WELL ENOUGH!!
it's not as if i only talked to you a few times, and have had no circumstantial relations. that one if you dont say hi back i honestly do not care cos we hardly know each other.
but! more than a few times???
gahahaha i think thats why i love 3P so the damn much, i know we will never ignore each other even after we graduate.

and like i think it's a singaporean thing or something ah, damn loser, like seriously i have had damn many incidents.
or is it some universal code that if you dont talk to someone for a certain span of time you're not allowed to say hi anymore? GAHHH no one told me!!!!

and haha i think ive been damn a lot friendlier since last year anyway, like making friends more easily. gahaha rosyton you teach me one you know!!

but anyway, i thank God for giving me a high EQ level, so i dont get affected by idiot stuff like that i'll just 'oh ok loh dont say hi i'll not say hi to you anymore also.'
i'll just like get irritated, not hurt, because, i just dont get it!!! like, i need to get into the heads of these idiots.

and it's not as if i said hi to you the loser way.
i said your name lah, like a metre away.
okok loser hello-ers. the other kind of people i cant stand.
dont know what a loser hello is?
i'll show you how it works.

first.
find someone like e.g. a senior, someone that you've only talked a few sentences to before.
second,
make sure the person is talking to someone or at least being super distracted.
third,
go stand like ten metres away from where the person is, facing him/her.
lastly, WAVE.
fullstop.

ah gosh i dont even need to explain, you do not say hi that way to someone you dont know well, by not mentioning any names and being damn far away.
like my that junior who said hi to me ah, i talking to my friend halfway then i looked away for a hile and caught a glimpse of her waving but then i took ten seconds to realise she freaking waved at me.
because everyone else around me confirm dont know her.

ah some people need brains.
anyway anyway gahh now back to why i am so happy!!
ok partly cos i have finished my homework, but most of all because i have come up with the entire story for my storybook illustration for coursework!!!
and i've tried some sketches of my main characters and i am satisfied and im so excited to start please!!!
bahahaha YAYUH.

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Sunday, January 06, 2008 8:10 PM

hi people, suck is here and here to stay.
hate school yo!
AUGHH i have super many chinese and a maths homework to do i need to kill myself right now and i've been out like 70% of the weekend and the only only reason im here on my blog in spite of my tragic life is because i heard you can win a pair of free switchfoot tickets if you blog about them.
thats probably the only unsucky thing that has happened to me the past week.
it's like blog, send the blog add to streetteam@wakemeupmusic.com and you might get free tickets.

gaaha! so easy.
but it's also quite loser, like what am i gonna even do, act like some screwed up desperate groupie and like 'I LOVE SWITCHFOOT I LIVE FOR SWITCHFOOT PLEASE GIVE ME FREE TICKETS!!' ??
eh but i think if thats gonna get me free ninety bucks tickets heck i'll bluff about every single switchfoot merchandise i have.

hahaha, ok lah i dont have!
i know. i'll write a poem like the one i wrote when dougie the guppy died.
hahaha, i dunno i just thought of it cos of the link, like dougie = one of the 4 guppies = mcfly = a band = switchfoot.

ah whatever!
i am here to be desperate.
whahha.

THE SWITCHFOOT POEM.
[thats supposed to get me free tickets.]

one sunny day and for the first time,
i was listening to a walk to remember's soundtrack and eating a lime.
then suddenly i heard the voice of jon foreman
and it was like a chime.

then i got excited at my amazing discovery
of this band that could make every
dead person in a mortuary
come alive and be die-hard fans.
and be free of misery.

so i ran along and played with my chemistry set
not before looking up switchfoot on the internet
i found out they had already 5 previous cds
and i had no money, so all i couldnt get.

but because my new-found love for them was so strong
i decided to turn to downloading songs.
it might not have been right, it might have been wrong,
ok it was wrong.
but no lah, it didnt last for long.
hardly even a month because daddy made me delete them all.
cos he said downloading was wrong.

but though it was tragic,
it was alright cos i already knew most of their songs, all their names and and ok nothing rhymes with tragic except for magic.

i still remember the day
i went all the way
from school to hannah loke's house at freaking yishun
although i only lived just at an mrt stop away.
[from school lah.]

i travelled the distances and thoughout the journey held my pee.
just so i could watch her 'switchfoot live in san diego' dvd.
but it was worth it cos her house had a toilet
and i could see switchfoot on her tv.

and i also remember two weeks before,
hannah told me switchfoot was coming to singapore.
i hyperventilated and dropped on the floor.
no actually i screamed into the phone for
about 3 seconds or 4.
and promised myself i had to go for.
the best concert evORRR. [that was just to rhyme.]

but disaster struck and daddy said
that in 2008
i could only either go to the concert or visit karina in australia and i couldnt wait
to to meet one of my best friends i hadnt met in so long so i said
i'd forgo switchfoot for a best mate.

AHH MY POEM HAD A SAD ENDING I HATE SAD ENDINGS.

hahaha. and you know what.
i just might not even get it, because they said the more comments i get for the post, the higher my chances.
what rubbish this blogskin doesnt even support comments, how you tell me AUGHHH
oh gosh i just wasted half an hour of my life.
okok i hope i didnt I WANT THE FREAKIN FREE PAIR OF SWITCHFOOT TICKETS NOW NOW NOWWWW.

hahah i am off to pray that i'll get the tickets, and friends you can help to pray too, or at least suck up to me just in case i get them then i'll consider bringing you along.
BAAHA.

nette posted it up.

Friday, January 04, 2008 9:46 PM

SENIOR RETREAT YO.
im quite lazy to talk about each day, but anyway, i have,
pictures!!!
i dont have many, cos lynnette lee took the camera, but i used sharmaine's phone to take some so i still have. gaaha yeaH.
and thanks shar!

ok im going in order. first day.

gwen, me and shar at the hotel.
you can click on it to see better cos i think the last 2 pictures are horribly small baaha, but like, i dont like to waste post space with making the pictures damn big.

sharmaine and i went to the bench next to the football field to take this picture.
IF I DIDNT TELL YOU WE WERE IN JB YOU WOULDNT THINK SO RIGHT!!!!
aughhhh hahahah look at the background, i think it's damn pretty, i can bluff you i was in like some part of europe or smth. gaaha!
eh but seriously, nice right the forest, oh gosh! XD

then we went to the horse stable yo!
ahh the stupid horses were tied up, then they couldnt come out, we like saw them coming out at lunch but, like the farmer guy must have tied them after lunch.
is the guy who's in charge of the horses a farmer ah?
is he even called an 'in-charge'?? ahh so not!! thats not right. but i dunno the right word.
oh man ok my general knowledge fail.

and i can hardly remember what happened on the first day, i remember being really tired during pastor reuben's workshop.
haha, sorry pastor reuben you're cool!
um, what else ah.
cheryl was teaching me and gwen tennis, hahaha there was jonas brothers on ellen! we got so excited.
ohoh! and i loved my group, we're awesome. XD

second day.

ok a damn loser picture me on the swing.
oukay. i think i can remember more stuff that happened on the second day, partly cos it was more eventful, partly cos i was more awake. XD

anyway, after we played the swing a bit we got bored and went to play captain's ball.
it was fun! but fukai the tall kept stealing balls damn easily from us.
ah so unfair, but hahaha yes yes still fun.

OKAY OKAY IS THIS PICTURE DAMN COOL OR DAMN COOL!!!!!
gahaha, that was hardly a question either anyway.
ok here's the story.
on the second day me and paul happened to change into the same shirt.
how coincidental is that, bringing the same shirt and deciding to wear on the same day unintentionally.
so anyway we copied the shirt to take the picture!
damn cool right i know super cool ah i love this picture to the max yo!
haaha.

and thanks paul for the bape octopus sticker!
haha, paul has like sticker club, he gave some people stickers to paste in their bible, i chose the octopus one.
oh ya! and for the first night paul came over to talk with gwen and me.
GAAHH paul i know all your secrets now!
gwen, ah i know yours already lah!
haha.

me and my twin fred the fish!
eh you know. fred's at the foot of my bed now, and i refuse to touch him anymore.
baahahahha.
he's freaking smelly lah, haha ok lah not really i am just disgusted.

like since the first day smelly guys like david tay were taking him and kiaping him between their armpits and i was going AUGHHH!!! but it didnt work.
and everyone hugged him already.
and then like on the bus desmond they all were throwing him around and according to my sister dropped him on the floor about 5 times.
gaaha, then when i turned around ah, jon chan was totally using fred as a pillow lah!
then i had to go over and get it from beneath his head.

hahha, when we reach back church i went to ask zehzeh 'EHH zeh jon chan have dandruff or not!!'
and he was totally behind me and i didnt know, so she and jowell started laughing and when i turned around i was like 'OH! whoops! hahha.' and he was all 'yah i have dandruff!'

but anyway, then later i dropped him on the floor you know!!!
like, it just rained at that time, so the floor was wet!
aughhh i was super simtia but ohwell.

ok now that i think about it, i think its super bad for me to be avoiding fred like a germ, i should go find time to clean him. =]

ok on the second day, i told uncle allan that his workshop really spoke to me.
like even more than uncle james' and pastor reuben's.
really leh, i never knew how to explain so much stuff when evangelising, not that i even do it often cos either i dont dare to cos i feel im not ept enough, or cos some of my friends like totally get irritated, or flood me with damn weird questions i dont know how to answer!!
baaha. and it made me to wanna read the bible more to find even more answers.

then at night, some of us stayed to play the meh meh and number thing, which i so didnt get at all, haha so irritating but i did in the end lah.

then later joseph, me and gwen went over to paul's room, and marcus and uncle james were there too.
hahaha paul was doing something damn bad and making us all laugh like some shit.
i was like there 'paul thats damn mean!!... gaahhahaa'
haha ok i dont dare to say what he even did in case someone too serious comes and reads it we are dead.
joseph was being loserish, he laugh until he was on the floor lah!

ok i can tell you the other thing he did!
gahaha, paul was like 'eh annette you have cotton bud'
me: no
paul: ok then never mind.

and then he takes one of the free coffee stirrers they provide in the hotel rooms, walks to the mirror, and dig his ear with it lah!!!

hahahaa, then i was like YUCKK!!! but i was laughing like mad, and joseph came along and like 'whatwhat' and i told him and he was super laughing too.

haha paul you suck, oh and he did the shitting out paper balls thing too, which is hard to explain in writing but it was super funny baahahaha!

yes i was rather entertained the whole night, gahaha paul taught me how to play 'anything la!'
OH YA! and dont you think paul looks like hiro nakamura!!
damn look like lah!
i would tell you of the story he said of when some of the heroes cast came, but im just too lazy right now, it's almost midnight and i'm tired.

third day.

me in paul's walrus hat!

HAHAHAHAHA I LAUGH OUT LOUD EVERYTIME I LOOK AT THIS PICTURE.
hahaha i tell you the real thing is ten times funnier, like seriously. maybe because you see with your own eyes the gigantic amount of ikan bilis.
anyway! this is desmond goh's plate of nasi lemak.
it was like buffet, so he could take as much ikan bilis as he wanted and it's like, gaaahahahah damn funny there's like more ikan bilis than rice lah!!!
ohh gosh it's so funny.

i love joseph!!
hahahah you know later on when we went to jusco for the free one hour, we didnt wanna go shopping or eat cos we werent hungry, then we went to the toys r us and freak lah!! malaysia toys r us sucks!!
plus it's super small, it's damn puny.
ah i wish some malaysia toys r us manager reads my blog.

so anyway, joseph wanted to go find rubik's cube, and it was more expensive than in singapore and they dont even have the book.
oh and he wanted to find swords and stuff to play so we can spend our hour playing, but they dont even sell!!

and every display electrical toy i walk past, you know those with kid plastic toys with buttons, and if in singapore you go press they'll play some loser song that will make everyone turn and stare at you until you are embarrassed??
yah! i pressed like everyone i walked past, and all, NO BATTERY!!!
so no sound at all.
damn idiot lah, who puts up toy displays without batteries.

ohh gosh it was like the boringest toys r us ever, i couldnt even play with anything there!! =[[

me and shar and our awesome group leader, ANGEL!!!

hahaha she's stronggg!

my group!
from the top:
sam, me, sharmaine, angel, eliza, yiying, amada heng, evan, bethleen, rachel, eliz, and JUSTINA!!
gaahahah. ok justin.
but cool right, we're all girls, only one pathetic guy.
but its like, we all could talk really easily in the group cos we're all girls, that was nice, haha.

okok thats all peeps. bye!

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i am back and with senior camp photos!!
XD

haha actually shar passed me my picture filled thumbdrive like yesterday, but yesterday was busyfest for annette so i didnt use the comp at all, and nearly died.

wahlao, i tell you ah, yesterday was only the second day of school and i was so stressed already you know!!!!!
you see how much life sucks, ah wanna die.

but you know what, yesterday at like eleven plus and i was doing chinese and exhausted to the max and all, and thinking about how much work i had to do and i so totally had no time and energy, and i was thinking like even if i do all my homework and all what if i cant even get good results and ah that would be so idiotic.
especially my art, what if i really do my best and my prep's quite good, but screw up the paper on the day itself like last year, that would suck like the hell out of everything lah!
then i got damn scared and ughh i was super stresed, and yes SECOND BLOODY DAY OF SCHOOL.

so i stopped for a while and i went to do devotion and God gave me this verse:
Philippians 3:13-15a - Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on towards the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenwards in Christ Jesus. All of us who are mature should take such a view of things.

that totally gave me a bit more strength to finish up my work, and it almost made me feel like i dont have to worry about stupid o levels anymore.
and who cares how i did at last year's exams cos really, i think i cant even name you half a person who cares. gaaha.
He's gonna carry me right through it, and i'm gonna aim for the best to glorify His name.
even if it means dying a bit along the way.
NETTE YOU'RE GONNA PRESS ONNNNN!

ok, im gonna do the senior camp thing in a new post. XD
it's homework after that!!!!

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