Friday, January 04, 2008 8:15 PM
i am back and with senior camp photos!!
XD
haha actually shar passed me my picture filled thumbdrive like yesterday, but yesterday was busyfest for annette so i didnt use the comp at all, and nearly died.
wahlao, i tell you ah, yesterday was only the second day of school and i was so stressed already you know!!!!!
you see how much life sucks, ah wanna die.
but you know what, yesterday at like eleven plus and i was doing chinese and exhausted to the max and all, and thinking about how much work i had to do and i so totally had no time and energy, and i was thinking like even if i do all my homework and all what if i cant even get good results and ah that would be so idiotic.
especially my art, what if i really do my best and my prep's quite good, but screw up the paper on the day itself like last year, that would suck like the hell out of everything lah!
then i got damn scared and ughh i was super stresed, and yes SECOND BLOODY DAY OF SCHOOL.
so i stopped for a while and i went to do devotion and God gave me this verse:
Philippians 3:13-15a - Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on towards the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenwards in Christ Jesus. All of us who are mature should take such a view of things.
that totally gave me a bit more strength to finish up my work, and it almost made me feel like i dont have to worry about stupid o levels anymore.
and who cares how i did at last year's exams cos really, i think i cant even name you half a person who cares. gaaha.
He's gonna carry me right through it, and i'm gonna aim for the best to glorify His name.
even if it means dying a bit along the way.
NETTE YOU'RE GONNA PRESS ONNNNN!
ok, im gonna do the senior camp thing in a new post. XD
it's homework after that!!!!
nette posted it up.
