Friday, August 22, 2008 8:23 AM
my sister and my mum came from a land of evil bunnies.
anw i am just here to vent so whatever lah, dont read it.
my sister just totally pissed me off until i almost cry yesterday so i went to sleep and i thought i didnt care about her alr until my mum came and started yelling in the morning:
WHYD YOU BRING THE GUITAR IN THE ROOM GO KEEP IT...[and she went on with other rubbish i dunno ohoh cos i woke up and was replying msges happily since i had gotten over my sister's assish ways, then she scolded me for using the phone.]
and i was like saying zehzeh brought it in not me, but i was too late and my nervous system had alr sensed the raised voice, and transmitted it to my brain, which rationally told the nerve impulses i was not at fault and therefore made me pissed.
and i was extra pissed because the night before i went into the room and specifically instructed my sister to keep it when she's done, cos later my mum will scold ME.
gah, the pissier thing is how i hate how my sister likes to talk shit about me infront of people, and ME.
is she freakin stupid or what, in front of me leh!
like even if i were to spread lies about her i'd do it when she's not there cos then she wont be able to defend herself.
not that i would obviously, who does that to their sister.
EXCEPT FOR MINE.
she's sick in the head, she gets pleasure from making me seem like a shithole.
so anw yesterday she was on the phone with some person in the room, and i came into the room.
zehzeh: are you gonna sleep soon?
me: [msging] huh uh think so but...
[ughhhhhh my mum totally walked and yelled at me, saying i have been using the comp for too long. it's been bloody 5 minutes. ok, 7.]
z: aiya why you like that FINE i'll go out
me: no i was gonna say but i am msging so until i msg finish then i'll sleep.
z: [closes back the door]
me: ah but i dont really mind you going out cos i'm like msging and you're talking super loudly i cant think properly.
z: OMG MY SISTER JUST SAID THAT SHE CANT MSG COS I'M ON THE PHONE!
me: yah you see you're yelling! okok forget it just talk i dont care.
z: *.. yah she everytime like that lah, she's damn spoilt... she's super childish also...*
me: [whatever i say next she tried to drown by talk into the phone] wahlao can you not always say shit about me to your friends, because its not even true. the last time you go and tell slimy i think he was cute it was not even true and then just last week you told ashley and alex that i said your singing sucks which wasnt even true--
z: okok shut up.... *no lah, she was just scolding and insulting me.. dunno whats her problem.* annette dont make me use vulgarities on you ah.
me: what! I'm making you? [I FEREAKING SHUT UP.]
did that bloody sound like i was scolding and insulting her???
i just listed examples where she lied to her friends about me.
first.
1) slimy and zehzeh were friends still.
2) we went to yj guitar concert.
3) slimy was still pestering zehzeh, and i think she like liked the attention.
4) she showed me slimy's face before and i said he was ugly, but she said that the pictures dont do him justice.
5) i give the benefit of the doubt.
6) she showed him to me on concert day.
7) SHE SAID THIS TO HIM: EH KAIWEI MY SISTER THINKS YOU'RE CUTE!
8) ME: WTHHHHH I SO DID NOT!!!!!
i would soooo have said 'HELLO! I FREAKIN DID NOT! I EVEN SAID HE WAS UGLY YOU FORGET ALR AH! AND NOW I SEE REAL LIFE I ALSO DO NOT SEE ANY DIFFERENCE'
BUT
it's hurting to people.
but one with an ego as huge as slimy's, i dont know why i was protecting anw.
cos after that i was damn pissed with my sister and i was kinda like 'what was that for???? and you made his ego bloat for nothing!'
so. if my sister, by saying that, made his ego bloat by like 27%, and if i had then retaliated with the comment about saying he was ugly, it would revert back to its original size cos the 27% which grew would die again.
make sense?
even if it reduced by like about 43% of the original size instead due to factors such as he's ultra sensitive to negative comments cos he's never heard them or smth, it's still ok because his ego's like larger than the average human's anw, so i'll be helping him reduce it to normal, and hence allowing him to gain some humility, enlightenment, and cookies.
sadly, i am a failure at being shitty to people.
i dunno why wally said that, maybe SHE wanted to say that but didnt dare to so she just planted the comment on me, like i am a pot of soil, not a human.
and like i said she's mad cos she said it in front of like all her friends, and then ME. so if i showed very convincingly that i freakin didnt say, then they'd believe me and wonder whats up with her?
so thats why after i made a big fuss she like tried to shush me and bring me away.
it was a total cry for attention to slimy ah, and see now she hates him also.
last week.
1) ashley and alex came over.
2) i was asking wally 'eh so you and royston performing the maroon 5 song ah?
3) she said 'i dont think so alr BECAUSE OF YOU, i dreamt last night that i perform then i sing out of tune.'
4) me: huh? omg! why is it MY fault??
5) wally: because you said my singing sucks.
6) me: WHAT! OMG I DIDNT!!!!
7) wally: yes you did.
8) ashley: maybe you dreamt that part also.
9) wally: noo i didnt
10) i think. then i rmb: zehzeh, you said so youself.
11) wally denies again. i am pissed off.
so when ashley and alex went home i told her stm brain what happened.
in case it's like embarrassing and i say in front of her friends, i dunno what she'll do to me as revenge, not that she'll not ever say any shit without me first doing something anw.
1) she ask me to record her.
2) we replay.
3) she was like 'omg i suck lah'
4) i laugh like hell.
5) then i say 'yah'.
ok loh i admit i agreed, but it doesnt count as saying it.
for example.
confuscious saying like 'oh, a black chicken can never turn white.'
[okok i made that up. example.]
i think its freakin deep.
then i agree with him.
BUT I CANNOT JUST STEAL HIS QUOTE AND PASS IT OFF AS MY NUGGET OF WISDOM RIGHT!!!
so zehzeh i am giving you your rightful credits for making that comment why'd you chuck it to me just cos i AGREED???
and i dont even wanna talk about the times when she also talks shit in front of my friends like last saturday when i ate mos with hsin hsin and zn and she was with me, leaving me to fend for myself over her lies.
anw then i got damn pissed with my mum cos she told me to clear the books on the outside study table and the dressing table also and i said ok.
[no, not yet the pissifying part.]
and just now after she got off the phone with my sister she was like 'zehzeh say all those things are yours you say is hers! you both blame each other lah i dunno who to believe!'
me: huh? i never blame her what, only the guitar, which is really she bring in one.
mum: then the dressing table? whose things! the outside books! yours or hers!
me: omg mummy since when did i say it was hers??
mum: so it's yours lah!
me: half is mine and half is hers, no wait but you told her i said it was hers????
MY MUM WALKS AWAY AND IGNORES ME.
wth!!!
i was like 'mummy how could you anyhow just tell zehzeh that i blamed her for it when i soooo totally did not, thanks for putting words in my mouth.'
still ignored.
wahlao. my mum was scolding my sister over the phone, but she didnt wanna be the only bad guy, so at MY expense, she made another villian to piss my sister off, so she wont be the sole person my sister complains to her friends about after she has put down the phone.
i was damn pissed ah, fancy a mother sowing discord between her kids.
not that there isnt discord between us alr, but at the moment, she was being the one at fault, and NOW it's become me when it's not even true.
so anw i have concluded that my and my sister came from the same planet. really, they both like to yell and they both like to make their a scapegoat for every situation, and they both like to accuse me wrongly.
ah whatever.
yay it's still 950. i'm gonna bathe then start drawing some stuff! XD
nette posted it up.
