Tuesday, January 13, 2009 9:48 PM
SEE AM EYE.
there goes my dream school since, i dunno. sec 3? and off to sa to be elmo's new best friend.
anw!
like seriously, i have already prepared the cones and rods in my retina to pick up St. Andrew's Junior College from the sms alr, when i get my posting.
here's my top 3.
anything below that, would not have a reason.
1) ACJC
2) SAJC
3) CJC
so yeah if my life was a gamble, i'd totally bet on me getting into ac if i wanted endless social problems and bankruptcy for life.
sa's 2nd choice because, it's near my house, and their dance is quite good[though not as good as ac].
and the dance studio is super cool cos it's a basement.
and and, uh yah no yah that's basically it.
then cj's 3rd choice cos.
THEY DO HIPHOP PERIODDDD.
oh and cos they allow anyhow combis also like ac.
but anyway if i sound like i have given up hope, i really think i have.
but i havent given up my trust in God, and i'm gonna need his every ounce of faithfulness when it comes to appealing.
hoping feels so towards nothing, at least when it comes to trusting i know that there's something substantial i can surrender to :)
i have decided what i'm gonna say to appeal alr.
not using art anymore cos we went ac today and when we asked about getting in, all the teachers said 'your chances are really very slim' which i swear is just the total nice way of saying NO.
like just save your extra 8 syllables and not attempt to give me that fake glimmer of hope lah.
and i really think i don't want art i'll have no time.
i'll probably use choir.
by the way, I LOVE DORA KOKO SHE'S THE BEST!
hahha she's the best aunt ever man.
like anw we came up with this ultra brilliant plan but i am not gonna write out here cos later it doesnt work then it wont be brilliant anymore then quite embarrassing HAHA.
but i am pretty sure it will i'm just gonna pray really really hard!
if you wanna know the briliiant plan ask me :P
ah so i'm gonna get set for sa at them moment.
but for now!
i know this for sure:
Colossians 1:17 He is before all things, and in him all things hold together.
and that includes my loser life.
like yesterday i was really completely stressed out by super a lot of stuff.
and i srsly love everyone who totally made me feel so much better, you guys are the best you know?
HAHA "S" CAR GO i love shaunald!!
like how often do you wake up immediately laughing like siao man!
and i'm so glad shawn told me to just say i dont wanna do the stall, i wouldnt have even thought of it.
and like i talked to jedi also, she said totally dont do it cos srsly man, 5 people from the class, it cant get any more pathetic.
omg i just wrote the letter to lkc yucks i feel damn shallow i am kinda just BEGGING her to let us not have a stall.
then like must suck up to her some more, give her credit for my ssgeog A1.
i have sold out i'm damn disgusting, whatever.
and this is why i dont wanna take dep also.
it's gonna be like this plus backstabbing and fakeness.
i'll keep my dignity over good grades any day.
so yeah!
life's too short for me to be irritated with it, so i'm just accepting whatever's coming my way now. if i get stuck in sa, i do and i'm not gonna be miserable about it, i'll make sure i have a good life there.
if i can make it into ac, i'll wahlao study super hard man!!
hahahaha.
pray for me k all of you, that my appeal will work.
thanks :)
nette posted it up.
