Sunday, February 22, 2009 8:34 PM
ok this is gonna be random but i need to say smth.
i just found out like, last week or smth through the education of friends who are less innocent than me[haha], how freakin sick clubbing is.
i swear i thought it was just drinking and dancing like, i wouldnt mind going cos i dance and it's damn fun i just wont drink.
yah, call me a loser, i thought the bad part was drinking.
but hey nooo. HAHA.
and fyi i think drinking is damn wtv ok also, just dont get drunk and dont get addicted.
so yah i realise i am damn sheltered you know. i think i secretly grew up in a cave and every childhood memory i have is a lie.
anwanw the other day, A's friend told her 'you know yesterday i went clubbing and i wear until damn sexy but nobody grope me, i very sad.'
WTH????
i hate it when other people are stupid, when they do stupid things.
like how i was damn pissed off when jasmine told me about hjgdf wanting to transfer from tj to cj wthwthwth ughhhh.
omg if you're very sad cos no one groped you, you have some serious esteem issues you need to sort out, i mean, are you really that insecure you need to be groped to feel like you're significant?
ah ok super lazy to piss off alr.
all i wanna say is just that i'm so so glad to know a God who is totally real, and i am confident and totally cool with who i am, because i find my identity in Him.
and i know i am never forsaken and i am given every bit of attention i could ever want in my life from this God who oh so loves me. :D
i dont have to get it from random strangers. who in fact dont even give you attention but your warped idea of it.
i get real true love from jesus whoo hoo.
and so thats why, even though nobody grope me, i am very happy!
HAHAHAHHHAAA!!!!!
omg sounded damn retarded.
and anw i realised smth also through like prayer or smth one day, that i think God created people to have relationships with us, and to love us. :D
and to love and have relationships among ourselves also.
makes sense right! :D
i rmb once someone asked me why God created people and i was like stumped.
now i've gotten my answer!
so anw i so thank God for all the people he's put in my life.
like i'm having some spasm moment of YOU GUYS ARE ALL DAMN NICE TO ME I LOVE YOU.
haha like really, everytime you guys do smth nice for me, or like encourage me/make me laugh when i'm down, or help me out and give me advice when i'm troubled, i get a cute fuzzy feeling that makes me thank God for creating people. :)
oh and of course how could i forget all the laughs i share with yallllll. XD
i am very happy now.
hahahah and i realise i started off the post kinda angry.
i am quite bipolar hor?
OMG I MISS MY SISTER LYNNETTE LEE LIN COME HOME NOW?????
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