Saturday, March 07, 2009 9:28 PM
i need to admit something.
i didnt do qt for the week since monday.
like yah i know i am such a SEENERRR haha.
so anw i just spent the last half an hr plus doing like the whole week's devotionals.
i was kinda scared it'll be too much to take or smth, like sian halfway, but in the end i was damn happy after every one and i really wouldnt mind just spending time with God till like, the rest of the night.
and as i did it i was like totally 'ok. i think i might have needed this during the week actually.'
then i realised i missed qt, and i wish it was back during holidays where i had plenty all the time in the world to get to know Him better everyday.
and ah, think i've just been too distracted by the world this week i just didnt have the strength to pick up the devotional and read.
haha like joel yu said the flesh is weak. eh but not bad you came cell today, told you you can go bbq aft it!
haha proud of you :P
but anw i'm super happy now. like you know how in my last post i said i met up with longlost friends damn happy.
yah it's kinda that kind of happy now except times ten. :D
anw, this morning i went doctor so i couldnt go for bible study and just now reagan told us that in the end,
NO ONE TURNED UP.
and uncle allan stayed up till like 130am last night preparing for today's lesson, and reached church before 9am to set up and no one turned up he ended up eating breakfast with regan.
aughhh i feel like the meanest person ever he must have waited from like 9-10 till he was sure no one's coming. :(
and like, we're not even halfway through with johm.
and i know that since the start of bible study the number of people coming got lesser and lesser like, first time whoa almost 20 people kind, then last week i think was the 6th wk?
4 people.
i dunno lah right now i think how super discouraged i'd be if i were uncle allan, i wanna send him an awesome cool stuff verse or smth.
or maybe one day i can draw him smth i dunno!
cos really, i am like totally whoahoa-ed by him and i want him to know that i appreciate everything he does and all and what he's doing i promise isnt a waste of time. :)
not to me at least cos i'm really inspired.
ok i am sleepy and i dont feel like typing anymore i think i cant really think.
stupid medicine!!
ok talk about cross country and other stuff another time! X)
nette posted it up.
