Sunday, July 19, 2009 7:37 PM
a prayer from rachel koh, a two-word impression, then a confirmation.
great things.
i didnt wanna write that here at first cos i scared i screw up, but i realised what's there to be afraid of cos He's never saying things for fun.
and thats quite cool beans cos then i realised it linked to today's sermon, about God calling Gideon.
exactly what pastor reuben said about how God doesnt say things for fun.
He couldnt have told Noah to build the ark then when he build finish just laugh in his face and 'omg you really go and build HAHA i was kidding lah.'
and for when i am weak, i am strong, cant believe freakin took me till this year to realise that.
no pretty much quite late actually, haha last week.
for the full complete realisation.
i mega stronggalzz now, i cannot even tank myself i think haha. He's taught me to be independent, focussed, and put him as not first priority,
but only priority. :D
relient k sang the end of the first half of my year for me:
When I got tired of running from you
I stopped right there to catch my breath
There your words they caught my ears
You said, "I miss you son. Come home"
And my sins, they watched me leave
And in my heart I so believed
The love you felt for me was more than
The love I'd wished for all this time
And when the doors were closed
I heard no I told so's
I said the words I knew you knew
Oh God, Oh God I needed you
God all this time I needed you, I needed you.
basically it was
went jc,
ran away from God,
life started messing up,
He put me through major trial on top of that,
life messed up ttm,
and then
He told me to go back home, and He
completely changed my life. :)
"I believe in Christianity as I believe that the sun has risen. Not only because I see it, but because by it i see everything else." - C.S. Lewis.
i believe in God because i've experienced Him period, and since He is love, i pretty much now know love, and know i wanna do things right, and do things not for myself, but for Him.
dunno why i spasmed to write this but i guess cos church was awesome today, augh. XD
cant wait for life.
nette posted it up.
