9:33 PM
cant believe i missed out on chinese = life on the previous post. so yah im just gonne be chinese + op till nov 2 and nov 11, respectively.
hehe laoshi crashed us the 10 passages during chinese today.
strangely it was quite useful, but i'm gna study all properly now i'm serious.
maybe i will actually aim for an A.
oh well see how i study over the weekend, if i feel smart enough i will set higher goals.
haha and.
the everyone-eat-macs plan failedddddddd.
hhahaahahahaa. cos kelvin sold me out.
cos it was his girlfriend's birthday.
then he ended damn early.
never minddd hahahah i had macs dinner with jem.
it was really fun so yay. :D
i still didnt get sentosa cove, i very sad.
i keep sneezing today i dunno why :(
i wonder what i would do with $50 000 cash. o.O
oh i was telling jem how we can fake people.
we can open the sticker and "OMG SENTOSA CO-"
until everyone staring at me then like JUST KIDDING!
i was saying we could pretend we really did get it, and try and hide when people saw,
but then no cannot bad idea we would be robbed on our way out, confirm.
anyway i am here cos i came home and i was gonna shower but papa beat me to it.
he came back like 5 seconds before me, so he said he was gonna go first.
but anyway, he is done already.
so fast right he is crazy.
i think i shower very long.
ok quite.
but that was 2 minutes seriously my dad secretly didnt shower i bet.
but then again he has no hair.
i just realised something today.
you know how like if you want something really badly,
as in something that's not God-focussed,
then you try super hard to chase after it,
you usually fail like mad?
like the harder you try, the more you wont get it?
but when you decide to place your focus on Him,
and you chase nothing but Him,
like tell Him you dont want that whatever thing you kinda want but give it up to make Him your only desire,
He kinda just slowly, but eventually gives that thing you wanted to you, and you didnt even have to do anything to try and get it.
cool stuff right, but then i realised also that someone beat me to this realisation already and it's found in luke 12:31. HAHA.
but i tell you it workssss. hehe ok shower. :)
nette posted it up.
