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Sunday, November 29, 2009 9:23 PM

so!
this year. :)

honestly, i think it's been the worst and best year of my life.
the worst things happened, but so did the best.

i've met some of the best people ever this year, friends i'll keep till we're old and wrinkly like raisins. :D

i've learnt a lot this year too.
i dunno why i'm even trying to write this out cos it's kinda too much to even put into words actually.

but basically i've learnt a lot about life, and i've seen a lot of things i'd never imagined.

some good, some bad,

some ugly, some pretty.

but if i were to focus on just the good, i'm really all smiles, cos this year i've learnt love, joy and peace. :)

i've learnt that life's a lot like taking out trays of freshly baked cookies from an oven.

you carry one out of the oven, and it's piping hot and a whole lot of people are there to eat it with you.

you sit at around a coffee table, drowning your cookies and laughter in sweet cold milk. :)

but i've learnt the thing is, that's not what matters at all.

life's not all about the laughter, the fun and games and fair weather.

it's about the times when you carry out the cookies and you trip and spill them on the floor.

who stays to pick them up with you and has a hand on your shoulder as you reluctantly throw them away.

that matters. :)

it's when you make a mistake when baking and your cookies come out tasting like shit,

who eats them with you anyway, and accepts that you're not a perfect baker.

that matters. :)

it's when they've a choice of much prettier, tastier cookies,

who stays to eat your mediocre ones.

that matters. :)

and then to love still, those who werent there. :)

but anyway, i think the best thing that's happened to me this year has got to be the personal, permanent relationship with God i've gained this year.

He's taught me a lot, and i just wanna keep walking with Him forever and ever. :)

the quiet moments i spend alone with You everyday are so precious to me really, thanks for filling me everyday. :)

so yarpppp this holiday!

i'm not gonna treat it like one, i'm gonna work hard at everything i do.

"work willingly at whatever you do, as though you were working for the Lord rather than for people."

- colossians 3:23.

and i know i can be focussed enough to do what i want to..

"For God has not given us a spirit of fear and timidity, but of power, love, and self-discipline."

- 2 timothy 1:7

anddd

"For i can do all things through Christ, who gives me strength."

- philippians 4:13

it took me quite long, like till the end of the year, to realise i can control my future and all the devil wants to do is make us dwell on the past, but all we gotta do is let go, let God, and live life the way He meant it to be.

"No, dear brothers and sisters, i have not achieved it, but i focus on this one thing: forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, i press on to reach the end of the race and receive the heavenly prize for which God, through Christ Jesus, is calling us."

- philippians 3: 13-14.

we've a good God, all we gotta do is give Him a chance to show it. :)

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not the best way to kickstart the holzzzzz.
:(

went for a flu jab in the morning before church and i dunno maybe cos i didnt eat or what, i headache all the way till i vomited a while after lunch.
i think it's not really the jab actually, just that i waited 2 hours to get to the doctor so i didnt eat for 6 hours straight and i get nauseous when i dont eat for too long.
irritating stomach again zz. :(

which also meant i couldnt go for that anglican thingy at suntec, i really wanted to go. =/

but yeah then i just stayed home and slept till forever.
i woke up with a headache still but a bit better i guess.

the first weekend of my holidays and i dont feel well on sat and sun haha i am so suayyy.

but never mindd, i guess exactly cos it's started so suckily, the only way rest of my holidays can go is upppppp! :D

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Saturday, November 28, 2009 8:37 PM

i hate my stomachzszz. :(

today after chem tuition in the morning, sneow and i went to thomson plaza to eat lunch.
and then it was free gelato day at haato so we just went to take haha, how lahkee of us! X)

but anyway today i learnt that i cannot take a nap on a super duper full stomach, i will wake up feeling like pangsai.

so yeah i was mad tired when i got home so i took a nap and i woke up with my stomach really funky. =/
the only times i sleep on a full stomach are during the times when i'm sick,

cos when i am, all i do is:
eat, sleep, wake up and die and eat and sleep again,
so when i feel uncomfortable in my stomach after waking up from a nap after eating super full, i kinda just group it with the overall suckiness of my entire being so it's pretty insignificant.

i blog a lot of rubbish.

anyway im quite sad, i have a very cui stomach.
i remember in secondary school i'd anyhow get gastric in class then i cry then i go home.
very stupid now that i think about it.

anw i took medicine but still uncomfortable, i laid in bed for the entire day when i wanted to study.

but oh well since i cant really study i think it's a good time for me to blog.
like talk about the year since school just ended and i didnt really reflect on the year. :)

ok yesterday first.

yesterday the 17-yr-olds from church went to botanic gardens for a picnic!!
yay it was really fun and HAHA hilarious stuff ttm
pasta and no utensils, scoop with plate, poh's sausage and everything AHAHA AUGHH I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! XD

but anyway i was really happy cos i went home and i planned out my entireee holiday! :D
what day do what subject. :D
so excited for the holidays.

[edit: *highlight, cut* i shall separate the year post into a new one, nicer. :)]

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Thursday, November 26, 2009 11:25 PM

I WENT TO TACTILE TODAY WITH VIVIEN AND JASPER OMG FUN STUFF TTM!!!!!!!!! XD XD XD

so anw school ended today and i really didnt have a 'last day of school' feeling at all but wtv, after school i was supposed to go to tactile then tuition,
but i change tuition to saturday cos i didnt know tactile would end so late! :O

ushering is the boringest thing you could ever do in your life.

i'll rather get cip for running around getting tired than stand stationary at a door for a million years getting bored.
and yah still tired also.

but haha we managed to view the exhibits after ushering though, omg THE NARNIA CUPBOARDDD <3!!!!!
and trying really hard to stare at the lines thing to get it 3D.
and the paper cut fantasy city!!
many many many moreeee.

miss chan has been and still is awesome. X)

i was almost dying at the start of tactile but at the end of it i didnt regret going at all, i'm so excited i wanna start on art coursework!

does anyone know where in singapore i can go to see nice big bright shiny stars??
stupid light pollution. >:/

anw heres a real quick update on the week.
on sunday, elaina, aaron, jasmine and i went to k mah's house to hang HAHA AUNTIE AARON IS 52 YEARS OLD ACCORDING TO WIIFIT AGE.
i swear the wii is the best invention ever.

on tues jasmine crash school hhahaha i love you.
then yesterday, larissa and i went to chomp chomp to eat omg i hadnt been there in so long i was so happy!!!!

we srsly ate like pigs,
hao dan, sugarcane, satay beehoon, bbq chicken wings, lala, fishball soup, almond milkcurd.
hahahaha aughhhh but all good stuff.
i think chomp chomp cheers people up HAHA i hope you're feeling better girl! X)

oh today, kelvin says he's gonna write a song about a koala bear for me HAHAHHAHA.

anw im off to sleep!

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Saturday, November 21, 2009 2:27 PM

omg boory longg.
i forgot how to blog. O.o

last saturday!
went out with zehzeh, shaunald and yijia.
it was a quite fail euro outing cos many people couldnt come last min :(
but it was still fun! : P
we watched coraline in 3D then we had waraku pasta.
pocky manager, eat durian with fork and knife many laughs againnn! X)

yaynesssss i met val for astons lunch on tues! <3
missed the girl like crazy.
hehe we're gonna eat cake on our next outing! : D
oh thanks val i learnt how to cut corn cobs, EVERYBODY I WILL CUT FOR YOU NEXT TIME!!!

on thurs i didnt go to school haha.
but quite stupid anw, school was 8am-9am. i'm sure it was totally worth going.

so i waited till afternoon then i met ravin, dionne and athirah at pp, then to ecp to meet charlotte and peishi!
outing fail again cos of rain. haha but fun still.
the rain was madness i dont like rain really, but omg coffee bean's hot chocolate = LOVE.

then yeah my life was basically dance like the entire week, till today.
i just came back from practice an hr or so ago.

i thank God i am alive today, somehow i was so tired yesterday.
after dance i came home and immediately we left to have dinner at mama's house.
i was sleeping in the car on the way back and when i came home i decided to shower and die.

YOU KNOW I WENT INTO THE TOILET AND SAW IN THE MIRROR THAT I HAD 3 EYELASHES ON MY FACE, BUT I WAS TOO TIRED TO MAKE WISHES!! D:
3 some moreee not 1!
wasteddddd zz.

oh you know the coolest thing happened just now,
ok cos i meet ian ho like once in 6 mths or smth srsly then i was thinking like theres no way i'm getting back my 10 bucks till next yr then suddenly just now i was on my way home i bumped into him on the escalator up to serangoon and he freakin doesnt even live there and YES MONEHH!!

haha how cool is that.
maybe singapore is just v small. divine appointment. freak coincidence.
either way cool.

i'm here now because the aircon men are at my house,
i just had lunch and i cant even shower when i am so smelly cos they are using my showers to wash the aircons stuff.

and they are so noisy!! >: /
drilling and hammering and what nots.

i wanna go and shower at the neighbour's house, but i dunno them!! D:
i know their dogs.. :/
whatever i am going to shit. :(

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Saturday, November 14, 2009 10:43 AM

IT'S OVER IT'S OVER IT'S OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHVER
OMGOMGOMG I AM SOOOOO RELIEVED YOU HAVE NO IDEA.

^ i wrote that on wed btw, dunno how come i didnt post it haha.

op was that stupid scab on my arm that was halfway coming off for one whole week including the weekend that got in the way of everything cos i cannot peel off cos will be pain but then it will not stick back on my skin also so it was constantly bugging me at the back of my head really horribly cos i need to be conscious of it and it finally came off on wednesday yessssssss.

ok i need to think of less gross analogies. =/

anw i was like this happy butterfly on wednesday haha.
and i wanna thank aly for teaching me how to piquey really nicely, however you spell it. X)

haha then i met ian ho for dinner.
i have no idea how im gonna get my $10 back D: hahaha.

i had chem tuition on thursday which was spoilerz much since i just ended op.
but wtv, it is good for me. :)

i think im like srsly super horrible at dance.
i'm so gonna get better at it, i dont care. hardworking hardworking lets be hardworkinggg.

yesterday after dance prac vera and i went to bugis yay.
i bought red shorts like finallyyy i was sooo happy somehow i can never find no matter how hard i try manz haha.
my old red shorts were my fav shorts till i killed it by sitting on jedi's palette HAHA AUGH.
but yah i finally found so yessssss X)

every morning i've been waking up half an hr later than i set my alarm.
as in i wanna wake up at 730 so i set my alarm to 715 so i can snooze till 730 but i end up snoozing till 8.
it might not seem like a problem but i really need neeeeed to train myself for school days, esp next yr. D:

wtv i am gonna shower then do the art essay or smth.
i wanna tick more than one thing off my todo list today! :D
then i can go hang with the europe trip peeps with a peace of mindd :)

psst ohkayy heres the deal i see you tomorrow morning early wake me pleaseeee D:
and remind me that you're waiting i dont wanna be late cos then everyone else will be up and it'll be really noisy and i'll regret it like today.
and if i promise you a certain time i dont wanna break it cos you'll be sad which will make me feel badddd.

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Tuesday, November 10, 2009 7:38 PM

i have no more aircon for a whole weekkkkkkkkkk they removed it the top of my walls have just wires and stuff. D:
but it's okay lah, cos i can survive without aircon, zehzeh's dying though.
she is whining now haha. she say she wanna go to macs.

just now i farted during dinner then she screamed. =/

laughter's the best medicine. HAHAHAHA omg shaunald you're the best. ;D
can we faster go on marks and spencer outing start savin uppp.

augh everyone should eat marks and spencer.
i love marks and spencer gingerbread men, currant puffs, almond cookies, and basically everything from there.
you see how i wrote a 7 word sentence into a 16 word one.

are marks and spencer people?
marks is a weird name..

i have OP tomorrow and i am so sick of talking to myself i really am.
everytime i open my mouth i just feel like puking.

let's be hardworking people! :D
i like hardworking people.

i think people shouldnt do things with wrong intentions.
it's really bad. =/

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Monday, November 09, 2009 10:18 PM

one day i will clone choco, just you all wait.

maybe i'm secretly a secret genius freak scientist just that i never told you before.

maybe i invented something but you dont know either cos i didnt tell you.

maybe i invented the lightbulb.

one day i'm gonna learn to fly, just you all wait.

maybe i can already but i'm just waiting for the right moment to reveal that i can.

like when someone's trying to jump off a cliff i can save the person.

or when my aeroplane spoil next time.

maybe i own an aeroplane.

one day i'm gonna make everyone love like Jesus did.

but i really dunno how man...

... OR MAYBE I DO.

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Sunday, November 08, 2009 6:56 PM

nothing like a long weekend spent with best friends. <3

i just feel like saying this to you guys because i really thank God a lot for you all.
haha and i always just speak of the fun we have together
so i think i'll do things a bit differently this time and show my appreciation,
and thank you guys for well,
just being who you are. :)

jedidah tan.
let me see your backpack when it's done ok i cant wait to see it!
im glad you liked the present : D
hahhah but i dunno how it works omg did i take out the price tag i hope i did.
dont kill yourself in touch rug, HAHA row push ups, tsk.
and you retain in cj lawlll. XD

ravinnn.
crazy woman running towards me, thanks for bringing me to the secret serangoon swing, i dont like the people who keep tearing down swings!! >: /
the girl's face AHHAHAHAHAH omg.
study hard for O levels and come to sa k!
and take the lift!!

shaunald neo jing kai.
thanks for being the best guy friend ever, even though you've been gay and your jokes have been rubbish. : P
and even though i had to wake up at 7am on saturday i had tons of fun.
yay i like orhkueh. :)

natnatttt.
thanks for letting me invade your house just for choco, and HAHA for tomyam maggi mee and for washing our dishes.

ive known you both for barely a year but i feel like you've been my brothers since i was small or smth, hehee. : D
you guys have been like the brothers ive never had, thanks for always taking care of me. X)
you are both very handsome okayyy?
AHHAHA. hope you guys didnt die today next year i run with you.

gwen seah.
hehe we were kinda the first people we knew from cell cos of
confident cow HAHHAA lawll.
you've been awesome and dont stress ok He'll make things fine for you remember you're doing what you love! :)

lalala i love you all very much. :)
yay i am half finished with memorising op, it's been fun talking to myself.

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Thursday, November 05, 2009 11:44 PM

hi blog.

today im here to tell you that you will be changing.

i dont really like controlling things, or people. not even inanimate objects like you cos i believe we should all never let others rule over us, but i realise i gotta do this, cos otherwise you'll rule overme instead, and that's not good either.
so anw heres the deallll.

1) i probably wont be touching you that much soon till like, As? yeahh.

2) i wont be putting up event photos anymore.
wastes too much time.
sorraye.
not even a few like the cap i've given myself since the start of the year because i realise i go to a lot of weird gatherings and whatnots and inevitably take photos.

haha i might put up china photos after the trip though i dunno.
like how i spammmmmed hundred over after europe trip last year HAHA.
but see first. o.O facebok is a friend now. for photos. : D i'll prob still put up occasionally, if a picture or 2 really means something and needs to be up here haha.

3) i probably wont talk about every event either like how i've been doing. actually now also never but, 90% at least. so now it's gonna be 10%, because it's gonna be only if i happen to say or have the time to,
~~or if i'm excited enough about it. : P~~
Edit: OMG I CANNOT DO THIS. *CAVES BADLY* i think i am just excited about everything.

but yeah so!
as a last actually-talk-about-everything-that-i-attend-or-happens-to-me post, here goes everything under the sunnnnnnnnnn.

friday was jasmine tan's birthday bbq!!
hahaha i love you.
cant believe we didnt plan for rain! k mah you are a good friend i am v proud of you. : D
anw hope you had a great one jas i wish i couldve stayed longer.
haha one day you me and E will go for high tea like you said hahha augh thats so gay but i bet it'll be fun.

then on sunday i had jap lunch with the ever awesome old cell girls i missed like crazyyyy.
shar, cheryl seah, gwen and i went to ion to eat at i dunno what the name of the restaurant was but the food was sooo goodddd. X)

then monday after chinese i went to dhoby to look for the syfc/pod people and we celebrated tricia and yveena's birthday.
ailing baked a cake which died!!!! ;D ;D hahahaahha

lactic acid is not a friendddddd. D:

aching all over, after dance yesterday liying, ian, aly and i stayed and talked cock for one and a half hours, so longg haha but it was really fun. liying says we should go have talking session again we'll go outtttt. XD
then she me and aly had dinner tgt and talked longer HAHA went home super late and dying.

today i went for chem tuition for the first time at mrs tan's house. zehzeh's old tuition teacher.
and i realised, CHERYL SEAH IS IN ITTTT!!!
HAHAHA i was so happy when she walked in srsly.
we did electrode potential today and i was dying cos SA hasnt even touched it yet.
mrs tan uses a chalk board!!! so cute, yay. :)

but yeah i'm gonna work really hard esp chem, which explains my decision to blog less.
actually it's not a decision, i just decided to say it out here cos i see it coming. sure one, inevitably.
cos i think about 2010 and i really cant imagine how i'm gonna handle it.
next yr is like a future mother-in-law i am apprehensive.. yet excited to meet. : D

i've been going to read/do op work with rachel in the music caf over the past week while she studies.
but samuel stephens will be there = no one can concentrate cos he'll be making me laugh, then he'll use me to amuse himself a bit and laugh also and then so will everyone, so we all laugh then never do workkk.
but it's been fun. :)
except i am not a koala bear!!! >:/
HAHAHA i bluff sammy i am lesbian hhahahahah.

haha so good week overall i am really thankful.
i guess God really does stop rainstorms. :)
and he gives me people with pretty extra umbrellas and raincoats to offer me it's really heartwarming.

ok tireddd zzzzzzzzzzzZZzzZZZzzzZZZzzzzzzzzzZZzzzzz.

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Tuesday, November 03, 2009 9:30 PM

i like good people.

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Monday, November 02, 2009 7:40 PM

华文是完了!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

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