2:10 AM
"haha annette why do your clouds have tails?"
questionable questions.
i dont know sometimes but You never dont know.
but then again i'm dust and You're everlasting.
no one can measure the depths of His understanding.
a little boy who opened his arms to receive a hug,
maybe one day when he gets older
he'll open his heart to receive Jesus Christ. :)
many things we'll never know.
many things we can pray about.
a little girl who made sure she kept her promise to me.
running, it's so synonymised with urgency.
i dunno what you're rushing about but check its worth again cos if you win the rat race, you're still gonna be a rat.
just like the rat that decided to towards something better than the finishing line.
i'm sure the latter secretly won.
the piece of paper she gave me,
it's a little crumpled and not pasted down perfectly, kiamchye in a lot of ways haha, but
it moved me on the inside.
she ran for the prize that cant be seen.
i wanna do that too.
then the other little girl who was so serious painting, who did everything the right colour, when it was useless cos everyone else did it anyhow.
dramatic irony is always funny.
the kind of heh laughter, you know, when you laugh at what you used to be.
like in kindergarten when i made sure i coloured my pictures correctly and i'd scold my friend cos he coloured people blue.
why do we make ourselves miserable over other people's flaws, cos really, that's not how He sees me.
He see my imperfections but He doesnt focus on them.
He just enjoys me for who i am, living in His love, having fun in His love.
let's not take the fun out of doing what we love, i bet He loves the blue people and the rainbow-coloured mountain caps.
the fireworks!!! :D
set off 10m away from us.
outburst of fake stars.
many want to reach the top,
celebrate life with a bang,
to burn out bright with success
and for a moment they might seem a lot a lot brighter than the stars in the heavens,
but the man who loves his life will lose it,
and just when they think they've got it all, they just disappear into the dark blue sky, never to shine again.
some sparks fight to shine for longer before dying out, but what's the use for lasting that half a second longer really.
i'd rather be a real star that shines forever and ever in the palm of His hand.
i dont want a man-made life.
things to keep, things to touch and go.
i love how i bet you cant understand half of what im writing now. ;)
grinning and bearing it.
smiling and singing.
the last pillow of comfort He brought to me,
they dont have the mental capacity to say anything but i know they'll be saved as long as they're loved.
a lot more i can ask.
a lot more i dont know.
but then again like i said, no one can measure the depths of His understanding.
and if His brain's that big i'm sure so is His heart.
and i saw it right there and then, yearning so desperately for China.
nette posted it up.
