Go play in a microwave, Susie.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010 11:58 PM

AUGHHHH I AM SO HAPPYYYYY MERRY CHRISTMAS SHAUNALD NEO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD XD

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Sunday, January 24, 2010 7:10 PM

when you see the strongest collapse, it hits you all over again that we're all human.

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Saturday, January 23, 2010 6:02 PM

chem tuition then lunch and studying with sneow which was a total fail doing of carboxylic acids hw.

nvm i'll try again later but theres so much i dunno how to do man so difficult.

so i left it and went to do my coursework idea more properly haha it's looking better now!

but quite ambitious, i hope it turns out nice.

THANK YOU SAMUEL LIM AND STARBUCKS FOR THE INSPIRATION HAHAHAHA.

i'm gna make a model like later heh.

anyway, i stupidly didnt bring my ipod out of the house so it was just me and the sound of

the wheels of the bus

and the engines of the bus

and the noisy korean kid behind me,

the entire way home.

boring ttm.

anw h1 msa was quite cool, i got the back part wrong but wtv means im not so sick in the head.

the force through which the green fuse drives the flower.

i shall go shower or smth. and then try to do work, or wait till after dinner. haha.

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Friday, January 22, 2010 11:29 PM

nobody knows how weak i am, better than You.

maybe it's cos i'm sick, i dunno but i'm feeling mad weak.

like inside and out. :(

sdgndkfjnsjv sucks man. like this never happens when im healthy and well.

and i think of the year that's coming at me like a huge wave,

i just have no

energy

to freakin

run

away.

it's like i suddenly feel like i dont have the strength to pull through this year.

literally.

bo lat.

need

to ride

the waves.

start making lemonade.

aughh so much easier said than done srsly, sooo much easier.

and besides i need a surfboard and a juicer first but

i'm emptyhandedd. =/

sigh.

but then again even if you gave them to me i'll probably be too feeble to be able to carry them up haha yuck loserz is me.

but i guess right now, what i really need something called power.

cos i bet superman never feels demoralised, does he?

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Thursday, January 21, 2010 1:53 PM

just had lunch and did all my chores and yay to getting through the half week that has gone by ever so freakin sloooooowwwwwwlyyyyyyy. >:/

haha on the bright side, i have 2 days mc!

lawlll.

equals today plus tmr,

equals tmr is friday,

equals long weekend,

equals AS GOOD AS MY WEEK HAS ENDED!!!! :P :P :P HAHAHAHAH

but ok no lah still going tmr cos there's h1 msa.

BUT YESS cos i only left lit msa which is like, no need to study cos it's unseen.

i thank God for getting me through the week with the stupid tests.

cos on monday i woke up feeling like some old woman. got ready everything and i just sat on my sofa and i couldnt move the fever make you weak kind.

super sucked.

but i really really wanted to do my papers well so i prayed and prayedd for strength all the way to school and through first period,

and by gp msa 2nd period i got the paper and i was better!!

and i could do chem msa alrightly also.

felt super miracle.

God really works in amazing ways.

haha then i got sicker the next few days but still went to school cos yesterday got art and math msa.

again they were also ok so yeah. i think back on how i tanked the past 3 days sick, could only be strength that wasnt mine srsly.

but anw last night i dreamt that i got back chem msa.

and i got 11/CO2,

as in carbon dioxide.

then i asked my friend WHAT IS THIS??

and she said 'oh you must count the Mr of CO2 then thats how much the test is upon.'

so i calculated and i was like 'OMGZSTJGBKHJGUY WHAT THE HECK I GOT 11/44 FOR CHEM MSA THATS DAMN BAD!!!' then i :( :( :( :( :( ttmmmmm but then i woke up and realised it was a dream so heng.

v scary please.

so blessed, i cant contain it.

so much, i gotta give it away.

Your love has taught me to live now.

You are more than enough for me.

we sang that during morning worship on tues, and really rmbed that part cos i felt God with me when i sang that. :)

anddd, i think im gonna sleep now so goodbye everybody stay in school.

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Sunday, January 17, 2010 10:56 PM

im almost done with chem revision like reading tutorials and stuff now but my brain is dead and i think i'm gna wake up with a fever tmr which i so better not i will like box my brain but srsly man i feel like my brain's eroding with time and the more i try to be alive its getting smaller and smaller it's damn compressed now like vacuumed hamster bedding what if i forget everything tmr gahhhhh God help me.

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Saturday, January 16, 2010 8:02 PM

self denial.

i thinkkkkk,

the worst person you could ever lie to

is yourself.

cos,

*you will know!!!!

i mean you wont even have to like 'find out later' or whatever you know,

you will just flat out KNOWWWW.

but then you will still try to believe your own lie,

but when that happens, [refer back to] *

so yah a stupid cycle repeats.

so as much as you try to believe yourself,

you still faillll and you try and tell yourself you pass but, FAILLLL AUGH BUT IT'S STUPID OMG I'M STUPID THIS IS STUPID BYE.

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Friday, January 15, 2010 11:37 PM

this is the day the Lord has made, i will rejoice and be glad in it.

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Sunday, January 10, 2010 10:53 PM

i was sincerely gonna do my math notes i promise but then i felt kinda uneasy i dunno whyyy so i came here, after this i'll go do qt then sleep.

dont think i'll be coming back here for a while anw, at least till msa1's over.

ok i shall just :D myself a bit first talk about the past 2 days first really quick, then go back to whats on my mind now.

yesterday i met ravin for prata breakfast yay!

HAHA like damn early 815am cos she was going sp open house her uncle fetching her and ruby, cant be late.

hehe you'll be fine dear, omg i'm so excited for everyone getting results tmr srsly hehe you're all gna be in my prayers!

anw it was a good morning i am lazy to write the long story but it's one of those days where you just feel like you dont have the strength to do smth but you do it anw cos God told you to, and it turns out perfect and you know you couldnt have done it on your own.

you know?

but yeappp X) i love God very much.

and then i went home and got all my gym stuff and shower stuff + shoebag + winter clothes char lent me + che'rie and char's xmas presents.

(so as you can see i was carrying so many million things i cannot carry shaunald natnat and marcus' presents. >this is very crucial information and you will see why later in the story)

then i met the 2 awesome girls and we went to the gym hahaha, and then subway and talked till it was really really late AND OMG I BOUGHT EARPHONES WHICH SUCK DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT IT NOW.

haha but anw we so didnt have enough time to talk finish we are going again soonnn ____ ___ suck ttc!!!!! HAHAHAHHA love you guys.

yah then because i really really planned on going to somerset from bishan but how i know right when i left my house, that i really got no hands when im holding the million and one things.

HAHA then i gekiang thought can go home put down my rubbish, then take presents and go out again but i ended up maddd late HAAHHA BY LIKE, AN HR AND A HALF.

but it so wasnt my fault you see you guys couldve gone without presents man but i made sure i went and got them. :P :P

but yay to rooftops and i had an awesome time love you guys! ;D

AND 25TH MAY IS THE DAY I KILLED MY CACTUS COS I PUT IT IN THE FRIDGEEE HAHAHAHHAHA.

andddddd,

today.

haha i had lunch with charlene after soo long so yay! X)

anw.

back to my completely different tangent now.

you know sometimes i feel like i can discern, then at other times i just feel like i just dont freaking know what is right, and what is wrong.

how come if i've to make a decision which doesnt obviously spell out right or wrong, it just ends up to be secretly one that is?

like it's out to get me what the heck. i didnt ask to do something that's not politically correct, i got asked to.

but whatever i'm just gonna go with what i believe matters more, and i'm really not gonna choose something because im obligated i just dont wanna be fake you know.

i think it's probably quite sad but, it's not like i caused it.

and i'll choose quality over quantity any day.

whatever i bet no one in this world's getting this, but i jsut really needed to spill that out into words.

tomorrow is the first day of school.

i wanna go but i'm kinda scared but i'm kinda excited but i kinda feel like i wanna die.

strength strength you can do this nette :D

deep breath big smile

and know He's there holding your hand.

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Friday, January 08, 2010 10:51 PM

i am

tired

now.

:( :( :( :(

but i dunno why i decided to come here well im here so might as well talk.

i had a good week overall so i guess the tiredness now is quite worth it heh :)

last sunday after lunch i went to buy crocs with roys lionel and sam, then lionel left and the 3 of us went to k mah's, hahaha and i was happy cos my persuading powers PASSSS sneow didnt buy the rubber crocs, ugly x10 000 HAHAHHA andand, I MADE YOU GUYS BUY THE MUSHROOM HAHAHAH TOLD YOU IT WAS NICE! X)

but they cheat us didnt tell us no more chilli powder :(

but i had fun cos i hadnt talked to royston in sooo long!!!

FREE TEH SI BING HAHA THANKS ROYS.

then on monday reuben and i went to study.

sorry for being 45848 years lateeeeeeee hahaha.

then we went to sam cos i wanted to see the last floor of tactile, and some guy at the counter attitude me but haha oh well i dont care anymore.

anw they closed the last floor cos they were taking it down i was damnmnm sad D: D:, but thanks for following me anw friend! ;D

and WHOOHOOOOOO i finished my entire physical chem revision that day which was YAY so i was a very happy girl. XD

i just realised in my last post i forgot to mention the gym with poh and sneow HAHAHAHA cant believe i missed it out it was hilarious shit.

sneow:*after 10 mins of gyming* EH EH ANNETTE! I THINK MY MUSCLES REALLY GREW BIGGER LEH!

hahahahhahhaha cannot tank samuel you are the most shameless person i know.

then on tues the 3 of us plus aaron and isaac, went to tpy stadium to run, then dinner!

chomp chomp x10 lawllll.

AND OMGZ GUYS I JUST REALISED I PAID $1.50 TO EAT 3 FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES, 2 OF WHICH WERENT EVEN MY FLAVOUR!!! >: /

nice one, me.

but it was fun lepaking and watching video ;) hhahahah.

(HAHA I JUST READ MY PHONE, LAUGHSS. BD

too tired to reply now, but that's what tomorrows are for heh.)

wed i had lunch with larissa and the mentors!

yay hadnt seen them in so long. not all of them but, hha yay. X)

thanks the auntie from the church who treated us! X) HAHA.

then i went jedi's house to study then dinner at j8.

the rebonded hair poodle. ;)

thurs and today had tuitionnnnnn. D:

explains my tiredness i guess.

but i think the one reason why im so tired is dance like the entire week.

so tuition on top of that yesterday and today just made it worse.

but i really really thank You God for getting me through this entire week and telling me i'm strong even when my body tells me i need to die.

and im so thankful that ive actually had fun, even in dance and studying. :)

i'm gonna sleep now i've to wake up really really early tmr!

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Tuesday, January 05, 2010 4:56 PM

but in your life you'll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team.

i dunno if you even read my blog but you did the right thing hon i'm proud of you. ;)

all the best for lue ps i miss you very much. :'(

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Sunday, January 03, 2010 9:52 PM

last night i dreamt

i had a spitz.

if you dunno what's that it's

a breed of dog.

it was really handsome and it was cream coloured.

and then after i played with it a while,

i went off to japan.

with some weird angmoh people i've never met in my life.

we all sat in some kitchen and put on scuba-diving suits then we boarded the plane in them.

the end.

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Saturday, January 02, 2010 11:49 PM

i think,

they should invent a new punctuation for like a question mark cum exclamation mark.

you know when you wanna ask someone one of those question/exclamations,

you know, questions but in an excited way.

but if you use a question mark it sounds too cui,

and if you use an exclamation mark it makes it not sound like a question anymore

and if you use both ?! it makes it sound super WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM.

if you still dont get me, EXAMPLE:

you going later?

you going later!

you going later?!

all failllllll, yknow? =/

oh well i am writing a lot of rubbish i am going to sleep now.

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Friday, January 01, 2010 2:07 PM

the last days of my year have been a mega blur, but it ended awesomely so :)

haha on christmas after service we went to watch sherlock holmes OMGSDBFCJHBSC it's one of those idiot shows that end abruptly so they'll be sherlock holmes 2 and you will go and watch it and make them richer how idiot is that superrr.

but it was fun haha.

i was sick though then i couldnt eat all my cookies/ chocolates :( :( but it's the thought that counts, im so sorry i couldnt eat them guys!

then i wasnt allowed to go party had to rest.

but i went home to spend xmas with jesus so i wasnt so sad in the end. ;)

26th was fun!! HAHAHAH

AWIMOWEHHHHHHHH LAWL LAWL I LOVE YOU SNEOW HAHAHAHHAA.

samuel heather and i had an awesome time at our parents' cell xmas party hahaha. <3

the massage chair, pool with heather with every ball still on the table 10 mins into the game, and the guy flirting hahha omgomg damn funny. ;)

after church it was cell lunch at manhattan then starbucks with ravin! X)

monday was dance after a million gazaillion years and then i had lunch with lar and we went to buy foot thongs. damn ex feel so broke nowww D:

but hehe i love talking with you larissa!!!

on wed it was math tuition at jedi's I MISSED THE GIRL hahahah i laughed at the gummy snails for at least like one minute i swear hahahahha.

and then i went to ingrid's for post misison trip gathering!

i almost died cos i soo didnt wanna get wet i told everyone already that i didnt bring extra clothes then i hold my phone and my food forever as immunity objects but still,

faillllll.

omg but boat around the estate = <3!!!

and it was nice hanging with everyone again, all the rubbish kids and laughing with them haha.

jared and the mayo ice cream lawlll.

then thurs chem tuition with sam.

after it was over we both went to cine to meet k mah, nat and joel yu.

haha it was filling fast so we bought avatar tickets to the 615 show, and we had lunch then off to k mah's house to play first!!

YES I>YOU JOEL. sorry i accidentally knock you at the end of the bubble game. o_O

then the jaywalking HAHAHHAHAHA I LOVE YOU ALLLL ;)

AND AVATAR WAS AWESOME!!! :D

watchnight was great too except the countdown was a bit weird =/ but HAHA wtv.

it was a great great last day of the year so yay! :)

and feli came back!!!!! XD

but anywayy it's the start of the new year

so here i go againnnnnnnnnn,

.. but better. ;)

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