dont think i'll be coming back here for a while anw, at least till msa1's over.
ok i shall just :D myself a bit first talk about the past 2 days first really quick, then go back to whats on my mind now.
yesterday i met ravin for prata breakfast yay!
HAHA like damn early 815am cos she was going sp open house her uncle fetching her and ruby, cant be late.
hehe you'll be fine dear, omg i'm so excited for everyone getting results tmr srsly hehe you're all gna be in my prayers!
anw it was a good morning i am lazy to write the long story but it's one of those days where you just feel like you dont have the strength to do smth but you do it anw cos God told you to, and it turns out perfect and you know you couldnt have done it on your own.
you know?
but yeappp X) i love God very much.
and then i went home and got all my gym stuff and shower stuff + shoebag + winter clothes char lent me + che'rie and char's xmas presents.
(so as you can see i was carrying so many million things i cannot carry shaunald natnat and marcus' presents. >this is very crucial information and you will see why later in the story)
then i met the 2 awesome girls and we went to the gym hahaha, and then subway and talked till it was really really late AND OMG I BOUGHT EARPHONES WHICH SUCK DONT WANNA TALK ABOUT IT WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT IT NOW.
haha but anw we so didnt have enough time to talk finish we are going again soonnn ____ ___ suck ttc!!!!! HAHAHAHHA love you guys.
yah then because i really really planned on going to somerset from bishan but how i know right when i left my house, that i really got no hands when im holding the million and one things.
HAHA then i gekiang thought can go home put down my rubbish, then take presents and go out again but i ended up maddd late HAAHHA BY LIKE, AN HR AND A HALF.
but it so wasnt my fault you see you guys couldve gone without presents man but i made sure i went and got them. :P :P
but yay to rooftops and i had an awesome time love you guys! ;D
AND 25TH MAY IS THE DAY I KILLED MY CACTUS COS I PUT IT IN THE FRIDGEEE HAHAHAHHAHA.
andddddd,
today.
haha i had lunch with charlene after soo long so yay! X)
anw.
back to my completely different tangent now.
you know sometimes i feel like i can discern, then at other times i just feel like i just dont freaking know what is right, and what is wrong.
how come if i've to make a decision which doesnt obviously spell out right or wrong, it just ends up to be secretly one that is?
like it's out to get me what the heck. i didnt ask to do something that's not politically correct, i got asked to.
but whatever i'm just gonna go with what i believe matters more, and i'm really not gonna choose something because im obligated i just dont wanna be fake you know.
i think it's probably quite sad but, it's not like i caused it.
and i'll choose quality over quantity any day.
whatever i bet no one in this world's getting this, but i jsut really needed to spill that out into words.
tomorrow is the first day of school.
i wanna go but i'm kinda scared but i'm kinda excited but i kinda feel like i wanna die.
strength strength you can do this nette :D
deep breath big smile
and know He's there holding your hand.
