11:29 PM
nobody knows how weak i am, better than You.
maybe it's cos i'm sick, i dunno but i'm feeling mad weak.
like inside and out. :(
sdgndkfjnsjv sucks man. like this never happens when im healthy and well.
and i think of the year that's coming at me like a huge wave,
i just have no
energy
to freakin
run
away.
it's like i suddenly feel like i dont have the strength to pull through this year.
literally.
bo lat.
need
to ride
the waves.
start making lemonade.
aughh so much easier said than done srsly, sooo much easier.
and besides i need a surfboard and a juicer first but
i'm emptyhandedd. =/
sigh.
but then again even if you gave them to me i'll probably be too feeble to be able to carry them up haha yuck loserz is me.
but i guess right now, what i really need something called power.
cos i bet superman never feels demoralised, does he?
:(
nette posted it up.
