i accidentally fell asleep ard 8pm yesterday, woke up super early.
anyway it's been such a long time now!!!
looking back, the past 40 days have been a fight, a maze, a test...
BUT it's was also a victory, and an experience of His faithfulness to me, because of a 101% surrender. :)
so many things, he put in place.
little things/ big things that i felt were impossible the next day, he made possible.
only because i let tomorrow worry for itself.
if God can put the stars in place in the sky,
he can put my life in place.
and whatever i have, i know He's given me, and all that i've given Him, i'm only giving back.
life concert was about Jesus.
so's good friday and easter. :)
i am sooo gonna miss the entire band tooooo D:
and everyone who's made the journey amazing for me srsly hahhahahah we never fail to have fun in the midst of the work.
i'm so proud of all you guys i cant believe we made it through!! X)
but i guess it was all with strength from our Father whom with we have pleased :)
Neh 8:10 "...for the joy of the Lord is your strength."
and no i think i cannot fully describe how amazing it's all been, what i've said so far like, totally doesnt do my God enough justice man!! ahahaha.
but i guess i could go on forever also, and you wont be able to fully understand it also cos it's not you.
so i shall just keep it an awesome secret between me and Him.
oh btw, if you think you've secrets no one knows, He does.
and if you think no one understands, He does, ;)
but yeah, life concert was like whoa until cannot already i think.
i was a bit doubtful and scared of alter call, but He's really proved to us how powerful He is.
I've a God who can move mountains, and a God who can move hearts.
i dont think they decided to believe cos of our work, but because of God's work in us.
and i dont think they saw God cos they saw us, but because they saw God in us.
and yay cos so many people told me how the presence of God was so strong i know He was there, winning hearts over and nehnehnipoopoo-ing the devil.
HAHA i got no other word, i would feel like that.
but anw!
let's all pray for everyone who gave their lives to jesus during extended chapel and life concert. they're in for good stuff haha.
so yeah it's been an awesome easter week and yay for easter service later, i didnt go church last week cos of full-dress rehearsal. haha.
oh and i dunno how i got through BTs but i did, so whatever grades i'm just gonna be thankful cos i worked my butt off.
but for now!
it's back to the books, the art room, and the studio.
i'm gonna do my best at all i'm doing. :)
so, i probably wont be here for a long time again hahaha see you allllzzzzz! X)
