5:21 PM
where's your treasure, where's your hope, if you get the world and lose your soul?
i know You can't stop the rain.
ok maybe You can and will sometimes but if it happens everytime, i'm gonna take You for granted. and i dont want that either.
he's been telling me a lot of stupid things, and it's damn irritating cos i want my best to guard my heart, and it's difficult shutting it all off.
i dont want him to ask me, if i were to say that i give my You the glory, does that mean Your glory worth a pathetic C?
i dont want him to tell me that i shouldnt have come here.
i dont want him to make me angry at my principal. (but after what i heard, i'm srsly disappointed and i've like lost all respect for her. sue me for this, wtv. freakin no integrity.)
i dont want him to tell me that effort is useless, and if i put my best effort like say into art, and totally expect an A, i will still end up with a C and there's no more point in effort.
i dont want him to ask me how come You can make others succeed but not me?
i dont want him to tell me that fell in the rain, all alone without an umbrella, without a jacket, without anyone.
in jesus name, make him go away?
because i know You are holding me through the storm.
and it hurts You as much, to see me sad.
and You can see every tear even though they fade behind the raindrops.
and because You are holding me, i think,
i should start walking.
like pick myself up, even though i've fallen down in the stupid rain, and
just
continue
walking.
cos as long as i move, i'll have a chance of reaching shelter.
You dont want me to stay on the ground and feel sorry for myself, thinking i didnt deserve this.
because that way, there is ZERO chance i'll get out of the rain.
whether i ever reach shelter or not, whether you stop the rain before i get out of it, however long i end up walking in the rain, more importantly, You just want me to get up and start walking right?
His hand is there nette please take it,
get up,
and
start
walking.
He'll be there by your side.
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