10:06 PM
i like balloons.i think we should all live like balloons cos they're always so happy.
i think even when balloons die, they die happy.
cos they know that while they lived, at least they'd held someone's hand before.
and they're usually gifts so it's nice to know you're a gift.
and it's nice to know you made someone smile. :P
and it's nice to know how much you fill someone's heart up with bubbles even though you're so cheap you're not diamonds or gold but you're rubber or aluminium with 99% air in fact.
and all the nice above stuff asideeee, balloons DONT NEED TO STUDYYYYYY. D;
ok i just spoilt it right but i'm just in a moment of i-dont-wanna study-anymoreee.
cos it's fun when you solve a maths qsn/can do a chem qsn.
but when you can't, OMGG IT'S LIKE YOU JUST GOT ON THE STUPID TRAIN THAT'S DRIVING YOU TO FAIL-LAND AND YOU CANT GET OUT:((((((
then art is like fun, but then halfway i will suddenly just think it's damn ugly.
then after a while it looks better and i will think it's nice, but after a while i will think it looks ugly again!!!
so i dunno what is real like why am i lying to myself but if i am being honest to myself then one of myself must be lying cos they keep contradicting. :(
then i cannot write for nuts cos writing is all luck for me.
ie lit/art/gp.
but aughh im gna shut up and suck it up and just continue to work!!!
haha ok just nicely as i am writing this, shane and shane are telling me some really good stuff.
i write for you.
We like to take the blessing from You
Shall we not take the trouble too
You are working all things out
We like to take prosperity
Shall we not take the suffering
You are working all things out
Holy are you Lord
even in the storm
be glorified
X)
thanks sam for lending me i am going back to work NOW work hard too everybody!
nette posted it up.
