yay productive day today.
it's nice how God speaks verses like that to make me reconsider if i'm really trusting in Him.
cos if i am, i'm supposed to be joyful in every circumstance, and not worry or feel discouraged or wonder if He's ever gonna answer my prayers.
cos sometimes i guess we dont mean to not act what we say, we just dont know we're not doing it right.
but yeah i guess from now i'm gonna remind myself to be strong cos as long as i trust in Him,
i have every reason in the whole wide world to smile. B)
7:10 PM
ok. i think it's time for my annual go-my-blog-to-announce-my-hiatus-but-i-will-still-use-my-comp-in-the-end.
but yes i think i am for real this time from now i'll touch fb once a week and not touch this blog till As are over. :)
i think i wanna change link after As anw, i thought of a way cooler link alr. B)
i'm slowly increasing my pace since yesterday, after the exhibition hahah.
yay it was so fun and thanks everyone who came downn.
farewell assembly was so nice too i'm gonna miss everyoneee!
but yeah k i'm like growing back my energy by the grams so it's rly quite slow, and i wanted to come here while i was doing math to complain about how it's so useless working for all As.
like i was damn sian this morning.
HHA. see right, cos i wanna go ntu and the cut off is like, CCC? Edit: i just found out today it's DDD hahahha.
and then there are those people who wanna get into medicine and law and they are like OMG I NEED TO GET ALL As OR THATS IT MY FUTURE IS RUINED CAN GO COMMIT SUICIDE
so like, i was talking to mrs tan and yitong this morning then i say maybe i should just slack off a bit, and fulfill someone else's dream since i dont really need the A as much as they do.
ahhaha.
but then, after i finished my math i didnt rly wanna complain about that alr cos i could do those complex qsns i tried.
and you rly feel v happy after you correctly solve a math problem ahaha.
so i decided like ok, i'm sure God put me here to do the best i can for His glory, not to just barely meet the mark right.
so ok i will just work hard and by next week it's gna be peak and i'll keep it at saturation point till the papers start then i can precipitate the answers.
(get it cos when you go over the saturation point IP > Ksp and you will precipitate.)
maybe i know like when i grow up i am not gonna ever need to know the dot product in my life or need to have complex numbers in my fantasy worlds of cartoons, even though they arent real numbers (get it cos SHIT WHY AM I MAKING SO MANY LAME JOKES OVER MATH AND CHEM IT IS NOT EVEN FUNNY LAH)
but i still need to work hard! because if not i might fail and i have to go and sell tissue paper.
which is gonna be way worse in terms of fun-ness compared to studying even.
and like i will be spoiling market for all the old people.
i think i've just been restless the past few days cos i when i sit and bury my face in the books for hours trying to squeeze information into my peabrain, i just wanna go draw or dance or sing or smth.
all of which i honestly suck at right now cos i havent done in so long.
but YES.
i can do all that after As! PLUSSS CAN GET A DOG.
so yes i shall make sure i do this well then i can enjoy even more :D
and besides, i think i act like chem math gp lit anw ;)
YAYE SO LETS HAVE FUN STUDYING KIDS BYE I AM OFF TO MAKE SOME NEW BEST FRIENDS.
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Monday, October 04, 2010 9:56 PM
OKHAIPEOPLE.
i am here because i am quite sad, that it's only monday.
at the same time, it's already monday, and i've exactly 5 WEEKS TILL A LEVELS START AGUHG1?!?
YES. so!
do i like today, or do i not like today?
welllll..... >: ) >: )
HAHA. i am so mysterious and you are totally loving it.
btu yes i really want sat to come cos then i can go out cos i am gonna be a hardcore muggerbutt for the next few days.
it's my first week of muggerbutting please give me a round of applause!! :D :D
k no you can save it for friday actually when i complete my full never-play-ness.
i think i should just pulverise my phone to commit to studyign fulltime.
it's probably a sign.
like abt a wk ago i took out my phone strap and apparently by doing so i offended the gods and it's super inauspicious LOLOL THE TALKING DEER HAHAHAHAHA ok no actually it's just that i have nothing to hold on to when i msg and i just drop my phone EVERYWHEREE.
on sat i dropped it down an escalator.
and i was going up = i cannot run down to get it cos i'll be running a never ending stairs.
hahahah heng ravin was with me so it was less embarrassing.
and some guy picked up my phone for me.
AND TODAY I DROPPED IT FROM THE 2ND FLOOR DOWN HAHAHAHA.
AHAH OMG I THINK I'M JUST GLAD I DIDNT KILL ANYONE.
anw i'm here cos i'm getting the email from jasper to fwd to the guy at the print shop to find out how much out vinyl letter stickers are gonna cost! :P
im so excited for our exhibition pls like super duper.
IT'Z GNA BE AWESUMMM. B) YEAH.
yes anw i'm off to do be hardworking! 5 weeks moreee stop reading my bloggg >:))) lolol k not that anyone reads this anw.
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Tuesday, September 28, 2010 10:50 PM
i have a lot of things to be thankful for.
JUST WAIT H2 CHEMISTRY YOU'RE JUST A PRELIM GRADE AND IM GNA OWN YOUR FAT BUTT AT A LEVELS B)
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Friday, September 24, 2010 8:27 PM
actually, i am rly sleepy now. ~.~ haha k i dont care i need to write this.
i'm eating b&js. B)
i still cant believe its all over. like 60% of A lvl art DOWNN! X)
celebrated at jap food court ytd with jasper vivien hanyu and jem haha yay and went out with E today X)
ahh it feels so weird now i'll miss all the times we
cried cos of mr k (k lah i think only me and vivien),
got pissed at him,
stayed up late doing our nonsense,
sleeping everywhere at school,
going to the art room during all our breaks,
skipping gp to stay in the art room,
going to the art room after school,
basically being in the art room 3x more than anywhere else in the school,
making stupid jokes,
singing and dancing in the art room,
getting annoyed with the computer cos cannot press the a button,
going places with each other,
and helping each other out.
(OMG SRSLY JASPER I OWE YOU MY LIFE FOR DOING MY LIGHTS HAHA.)
it's crazy i miss it and i'll never regret ever taking art in sajc, even when we found so many reasons to along the way.
+ we've also buried the hatchet alr HAHA cos mr k's act quite nice lah haah!!
except he still scolding vivien and i for not having a boyfriend lolol.
most imptly, i see how God has shown me how He works this whole journey, from giving me so much grace for my prelim papers, to giving me the courage to ask mr kovacs if i could do something i wanted to do on the 2nd last day, and at that, not get rejected by him for the first time or smth. haha.
and that's just the tip of the iceberg i could rly go on about how He's been so faithful to me and for anwswering so many prayers, and just for letting me have so much peace.
anw i think art has let me find some of the nicest people ever, where we go through the whole coursework process and grow so tight haha.
and i've also found that art has all the weirdest people but i like weird people as long as they are nice HHAHA.
omg i think the best nice people are the weird ones i like. B)
and i love how art's kinda the only art form that doesnt make you competitive because we're all unique. :)
like even if you make us do the same thing or use the same material etc, we do it differently and that individuality we create just makes us all feel special, because it's rly not so much about who's better, but just simply how much we choose to outdo ourselves. :)
so right now i just commit everything into God's hands.
whatever grade i get so be it because i know we did our best.
it's been an amazing journey but now it's time to study hard and do well for the rest of our subjects! :)
and as we finish up this v last lap let's stay strong, stay hilarious, and most importantly, stay inspired. ;)
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Saturday, August 14, 2010 11:35 PM
i feel really blessed.
like everyday God's grace is just magically handed over to me i dont deserve it but like i still get it and im wowed.
but guess it really motivates me :)
to know i'm watched over.
little things.
like how rach's not gonna be coming for cell tmr cos she's got gofest stuff, so i'll have to prepare word + worship by myself.
and like i finished art at 10 and super exhausted and i just wanted a breakk.
and i had no idea how i could prepare like that:(
then i got a msg from claris for captains ball tmr with faith and jodie's cell instead im like OKAYYY!!!! XD hhahah
haha. and i finished one whole picture in one day today, yay.
cancels out my 5-days-for-one-picture over that nat day hols where i was busyyyy as a beee.
haaha.
i need to do one more tomorrow then i'll be on track. X) boxers with hearts on them ftw :B
i'm so tired now.
dont know why im here but i havent been here in ages.
i think a lotttt happened over the last week it flew by so fast.
haha it was really packeddd, mostly with playing, but it's probably the last of fun i'm gna indulge in. hehe.
even gofest dance was really fun despite the bit of stress haha.
was a real success yay and God's presence was with us so strongly. :)
felt so niceee omg i dunno i think i just i really like the feeling when praying and after just one minute later i feel so comforted cos i know He's with me.
think i'm gna sleep now, goodnight i'm starting to type really lazily already haha.
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