Sunday, November 23, 2008 9:25 PM
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can you be stressed on a holiday?
i think i just proved you can.
i swear ive never cried of stress before ever during a holiday.
freakin ironic ah, this yr's the only one where ive no holiday hw some more.
wth wth, can i not go???
i dont want to anymore.
since i got home i've just been getting yelled at for my sister's crimes, and doing housework like mad and packing and trying to settle cedar funfair before i leave tmr.
speaking of which i am blooooooooody pissed about because i have to apparently write the entire proposal on my own cos im the monitress, which i dont even know what about cos we havent decided which how is 4P even gonna decide cos we're not even gonna meet up anymore?
it's optional, what if damn a lot of people dont wanna do? we have only 19 people.
can I opt out?
whatever obviously not.
howhow i'll be off tmr and i havent done anything for it.
and yes i know i was told of it on the last exam day, but i wanted to tell my class earlier i swear!! but i wanted to discuss with yvonne first cos mrs lim said our class can do with hers, like cos probably very little people, then her class doing haunted house then our class got art people.
long story, she said see first or smth cos she wasnt at the meeting that day, her assistant monitress was, anw so i couldnt call her last week cos of yfc then i just called her and she said her class doing on their own now.
i respect that, but now HOW?
why am i even doing this?
i'm out of your freakin school alr.
im not your monitress i WAS.
omgomg i die.
and i was damn pissed with my sister also, she left me to get yelled at for everything till she got home and bloody 830, and mummy told her to go fold clothes and she said ok.
then she went to bathe, came out and used the comp for an hour.
and i swear she knew i was damn stressed and shit like i was doing all that, helping my ahma and calling people or fidning people on msn to ask about funfair and she decides to go play comp.
so i like bloody folded by myself.
i realised when i was like 80% done then i realised, cos mum asked my sister if she'd eaten her dinner and i was walking to ironing room to get hanger and she was like 'yah!'
and i see her walking out to her food.
and she decides to laugh at me also, thinking the lie she just told my mum was damn clever or smth.
and i ignored her and went back out, then i was like 'zehzeh what did you do in the past hour?'
no reply.
ask again.
'ah annette come here.'
and when i went she told me she was using the comp.
as in she didnt want my parents to hear.
ah never mind lah, at least she's doing up her 20% now.
and shit lah, when we're gone, my aunt's gonna come and stay with my ahma.
i mean i understand why ahma wants to stay here, cos our house is nicer than everyone else's on my mum's side.
but i swear i dont want my ahyi to come.
I DONT WANT.
read this if you dunno why i cant stand her.
wth she's gonna come and use all our resources and we pay and thats the ONLY reason she's gonna come.
if she had to pay for it on her own i swear she wont give a damn about ahma and just go on living her life without taking care of ahma.
thats why i dont wanna go also, i wanna stay home and take care of ahma instead of her coming.
and this stupid trip freakin set us back by damnndnamnmnm a lot of money.
i dont wanna do the cedar funfair thing.
i dont want.
D': D': D':
k fine this took me an hour i need to go i have super a lot of stuff to do.
nette posted it up.
